AmbitionForget about suzanne
she’s with another man
don’t worry about your boy,
he’s got a computer
forget about the role,
it went to some other bloke,
so what you’ll never meet
AmitriptylineSo long, goodbye, by order of the Pasadena Court
So long, goodbye, 500 milligrams
Held down by a pharmaceutical hand
Are needed everyday, so we can regulate
My uncontrollable urge
Remember me as I was
Too much life and oh, too much love
Big Band StarsWe set out in tennis shoes,
ski jackets, and driving gloves
we crossed lonely fields of snow,
in early evening the sky heather glowed
in a frozen, dilunar marsh,
we stumbled on wbbr
A substation radio tower
Bill Gates Must Dieteeny tiny little teens
keep pouring out of my machine
i just typed a word
and i just pressed return
someone made this easy
someone made this inevitible
so for bringing me here
Central BookingI got your letter with the stamp of Godard
I'll never open it I know how dead we are
The splotches of ink are not tears, they're not blood
And hope our K1's not physical love
The whole mess could sink me again
You stay in Corvisart
I'll stay in bed
Coming And Going On Easy TermsWindow seats on bullet trains
Smear land into sky
Fear and sorrow coalesce
now I'm trying to find that quiet place
Where living is breathing
Not knowing is understanding
Coming is going
Confusion BoatsMy bed was floating in the ocean
A swarming jellyfish pulled us over the surface
The sun, the sun was crying diamonds
For every broken masthead
And scotch taped sail that passed us by
We hung on, hung on
Two orphan monkeys
ContinuationHow could the killer keep killing
Now that the killer's dead?
The killer's way was known to no one
And the telltale clues are locked
Inside the detective's head
He's been dead for days
Cool Purple MistLate spring rain, cool purple mist
Strawberries big as a baby's fist
Earth is soft and it yields to pressure
The moon is far too bright to measure
Comets crossing overhead
And I wish that we both were dead
D.I.A.L.O.The longer I'm out here
More I forget who I was
The people I’ve hooked up with
They only care about what I become, I become
Forget about my home, forget about D.I.A.L.O
I’ll make it on my own, forget about my home
Damage ControlI remember when we first met
On the Great Salt Lake
Who was I to say no?
o let me go
I remember when it first came on
Like every other asshole I bought a guitar
o let me go
The snack bar was closed, they left the radio on
The AM band was made for you and me
Hold my hand
o let me go
Emma PearlSnowbound for another day,
Sunrise failed and faded away
Now I can't even see
The line between solid ground and sea
The coastline doesn't exist
It just shifts
Exodus Damage I'll see you next fall
At another gun show
I'll call the day before, like usual
But I wanted so much more
I got exodus damage bleed
Could not commit
Some things I'll never be
From Out HereFrom out here
I can see the boardwalk's fluttering lights
And hear the pinball singing bright
Crashing against the summer night
From out here
I can see the cyclone's terrible flight
I died a little on that second bend
Hard TimesOh that summer with you
I clearly remember
We swimming off the Serbian coast
And you reread and you reread hard times
After the way it ended
I was bloody and bruised
I needed to find out why you cut me off
Harlequin PressAt the harlequin press I met a girl in a blue wool dress
Her manuscript in hand
Confused and unprepared, I offered to help I know an editor here,
I know Him well
she gave me her proof and I took it home
It was a promising, total mess
How the West Was WonThe hand that cut this barley, I’d like to know
The pale blue lips that blew the life into this stereo oh I’d like to know
Oh I’d like to know
Don’t it feel good
To be understood tonight
You asked me when’s the last time I stared into
Your sharp black jeweled eyes,
Even then you knew we were through
I didn’t know I didn’t know
Then you got up to go
June JulyJune July I went home to live with my mom
At night I sat out to watch cicadas on the lawn
June July, confusion tennessee
Here sherman's army leveled troops in 1863
now those battlefields are marked and paragraphed
And maintained by national park service trust
Me And My 424You know it's the time
So goodbye for now
I crudely descend
The stairway to defend
Me and my 424
I piss you off in slanted rhyme
Walk away in 3/4 time
New Zealand PinesGolden gate park
We walked our Mondays there
Safe inside our replica
They have a garden there
Where climates of the world
Are laid out on a walking tour
Nikki Oh NikkiYou know that guy
Who stole your girlfriend
Away from you
In the summer of '95
He's going to die
You know her name
Sits in your brain
North Coast RepIn the last known photograph
Of you and me sprawled on the grass
You looked off frame
You were through with this stupid play
You looked off frame
I didn't recognize the boy I once knew
Lost Sonoma Hills matched perspective with my silver stills
We followed the old mule trail
To mining camps and dried blood red shale
You should stay
You're just going to leave this place anyway
You should know by now
You're going to ruin the show
You're the last friend I have
Among the crew and cast and staff
They'll replace you with an unknown hack
You're the last the friend I have
OblivionOblivion
I took a blow to the head
mechanical pencil filled with lead
I took a shot it's all she got
I took a knock it's everything she got
forgive me I'm ready to live
Pale HorseFrom the haunts of daily life
Where is waged the daily strife
Common wants and common cares
Cuts the human heart with tears
Rise like lions after a slumber in
In greatly unknowable numbers
Promising ActressIn the seconds between the safety unlocks and the shot,
The story is clear of distortions and tears and you'll know why
we're on mulholland drive
Can you survive a look inside?
like a bomb in reverse, fragments of truth return:
The money's been paid out, the key's on the table
Raw WoodOne day the paint will be stripped right off
Your pretty veneer and you can bet for sure
Raw wood never looked so good
One day the pain will pass on from me to you it will then be clear
if it's really true:
I've moved on
I set up camp in the woods where the trail falls off for good
I set up in wildcat camp
Just me and the owls and the bats
In the deep dark woods alone with my fears under the jackpine
The sky was galvanized
Sleep It OffYou were gone a long time
I followed you dear all of those years
Now that you're back, it's complicated
Sleep it off, sleep it off
Songs from memory I survived
Your blue wool skirt, your hooded eyes
I slept in cairns and split and anaheim
I stripped the gears of your dad's mark V
And knelt in the shadows of the RCA building
Sleep it off, sleep it off
Song for David BermanThey closed the road to Laramie
Slowly it came rain then snow then ice
I killed my engine and paced outside,
Out in the soft gray light
No turning back
I called my doctor on his cell
the call went straight to voicemail
Speed LabSpeed lab, speed lab
On the edge of an artichoke farm
We work through harm
Tweaked and well paid
We forgave
What the chemicals did
To our hands, lungs and face
Clearly makring our fall from grace
Sunken Union BoatOut past the Levy county line
Coffee black Suwannee river blends into the coast
Gushing water crimson copper boil
I grew up there the bottom of the swimming hole
Fresh blood comes rushing back to me
I never thought I'd remember all of this
Oh dear me
Tablespoon of CodeineThere is a guy from the Sun-Tribune
Staking out my house in a Chevy Impala
Since yesterday noon
Should I speak to him
Or just stay quiet
They hear the whistle blow and
Out pours the blood of my child
The ParadeBe calm, be quiet
As your mom walks by
Be calm, be quiet
When your mom walks by
And look at me
And follow my lead...
I'm combing my hair
The TowerI’m staying now
In a vacation house
It’s off season
There’s no reason to leave
Today in the fishing boat
I pulled the choke
And started the engine and
Time to GoWe pushed the horses as long as we could
Over Cooley Pass into Sierra Woods
Burned the wagon wheels for heat, for food
We cut down Timothy Gant who died so twelve
Could make it through
Time to go
We’ll never make come back
Time Travel Is LonelyHold on keep it together
Hold on
No one, no one has ever
Made it so far in time
No one x5
Not no one
Knows what happens next
Trance ManualCross the palisade
At the holiday inn
See the mujahidin barricades
Just walk right through
Past the bullhorns
And sleepy 47s
Tremble And TearOver here
I was buried nearly in the snow, snow, snow
There’s an overseer
To a true believer
I’m letting go, go, go
Here comes the one
Yeah she‘s the one
Underneath The LeavesAll hail the swelling sun
As acid seeps and autumn bleeds
And the glowing has just begun
Every winter time is kindly now
The ground is sprouting out
I got my shirt off and my face up against
The ground
Up Above the SeaThe sun came up
Up above the sea
The streaming clouds
Tore into my tranquility
Out my window
I could see
A bird drop down
When It Hits My BloodI stole from my mother
To hock her TV
She locked herself in the bathroom
She locked herself away from me
I'm not her son
When it hits my blood
White DoveI met my new neighbor
Had a drink on her veranda
We watched the ocean
Batter Bonita Point
“Do you have any children?”
The air around us changed
As grief washed across her face
White PlainsOn the Sunday after the mason dance
It�s the one day I can remember when
I felt so pure and really at peace with myself
I was in love, the sun sang down victorious
but the truth is I have no faith in happiness
It turns to fear, draws the devils near
So I jumped the fence
White WildernessThe sky was growing pale
So we held on to the twisted trail
The ground was getting cold
It was too far out to turn around and go home
The moon rose dim above
It was impossible to tell what time it was