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When the darkness inside begins to hound you
Like a black magic that owns your name (your name, your name)
When your hands slip, from reality's grip
When your own hand draws your own red
Who will you pray to? What will you pray for?

You are sick, you are ugly, you are nothing, you are
You are something, you are anything, you are everything, you are

You swear that you're the one I can wrap my arms around
Every day and every night but when the time comes you won't be found

So psycho, my little psycho, you're so psycho
You know I gotta love you
So psycho, my little psycho, you're so psycho
You gotta know you're the one

It was in something said
And I can't remember the words
Or the voice of their birth
Simple words dance in my head
Listen... sometimes backwards
Listen... sometimes sour
Listen...

I've seen my eyes wrapped up in gold
I've watched my eyes grow so damn old
I've felt my eyes turn wrong side out just to see
Just to see what's right

All I need is a voice to say you will, say you will
All I needed was something real, something real
37 stitches and I'm still doing fine, I'm doing fine

Gone is all the hope it seems
i store away all my worthless dreams
it’s breaking me

the sadness it falls down like rain
there is nothing left but this pain
it’s pouring down on me

All felt is good here
All felt is just fine
Like a rapture waiting
to dine on the divine

It moves across me
and sets me free
Open oh so gently

LET IT GO
How far will a falling star take me
How far can I go can I go
Gotta be what the nightmare made me
Gotta be gotta be what I see
Jump clear of the falling parts from me
How far will they go will they go
Cant give what you need from me baby

You tried to carry this
On your shoulders.
How do you expect make it all alone?
There’s no reason to insist,
Pushing further.

I can take away your fear,
I can make it disappear.

Life is so fragile
Like a trembling leaf
Time passes slower
With each day of misery
Things aren't so bad
Hey can you heal me
Hey, hey listen to me
Time fell down my crippled wall

Gut knotted, you don't care
Mind rotting, through my stare
You walk away
Lifeless feeling in my mind
Bloody hands seem so divine
You think it'll go away
Cross my heart, hope to die
I lost my dream today

Tell me does your pride bleed
When you see me succeed.
Is that the gist of your story
Now you had best get used to it
Cause I ain't about to quit.
And i'm just now getting started

Shame me, claim me or deceive me

the day begins this morning
it starts all over again
this routine is getting boring
i can’t wait for it to end

it’s like a slap in the face
it’s something that wont erase
a part of me that i hate

End
Way
Falter

i haven’t rendered this to anyone before
the book is open
and its spilling on the floor
comes once again

Dragging me down
I try to keep myself from sinking
Without a sound I scream in silence
I stop all breathing

You fight for it and live for it, then it lets you down
Fight for life and it's all i see
Fight for life until it's through with me

You get in my space
You get in my way
I can't do nothing
Nothing's wrong

Keep on pushing
Up in my face
I'm gonna leave ya

I'm the man,I'm the king,I'm the one
That's pure inside
Everyday,everyway I smell of suicide
Bitter sins how they grow within
So you tell me it ain't right
I AM...ALL SINS
And you're my reason for life

Sad the eyes
Distance is your best friend
At night it comes
Will they hear?

Being alone is what you want
It's the only way that you feel safe inside
The darkness that is me must try and heal

Hello again sweet mother
Do you still love me the way you used to
So sorry I didn't turn out
The way you always wanted me to

Tell me your sick and tired
Sick and tired of the way I live my life
You could never understand me

My life is complicated
I tried but it's too late an
Just when i think that it's ok
This place has overtaken

More and more than I'm here
It's all fake, I can't tell
I think i finally understand

i spend my last days
withering away
don’t want to end like this

will you be my savior
and do this favor
i don’t want to win like this

Did you think you'd be alone?
Did your life turn out the wayyou wanted?
You worked your fingers to the bone
Now you stare at the four walls that own you

You must break, you must break away

All your world has turned to grey

no one cares what you offer
no one cares what you think
no one cares about anyone out there
and nobody is listening

you better say it like it is
you better say it like it is
say it, like it is, motherfucker say it like it is

"Loaded Gun"

Too right to be so wrong too strong well you shoulda known better
Got a mind that's free to be got a heart that'll rage forever
How long how long how long 'til you see what's missing
How long too long how long 'til you trust in me

The truth like a poison pill you push it away you push it away

I keep your face deep inside, try to hide
All my memories bring you up again, up again
I keep a place deep inside try to hide you
All my hate speaks your name again, name again
Love, hate, game
Sinner, saint, same
Don't you recall what you did to me
Look at me now

Why you build me up Just to tear me down Like a little used soul Pitches straight to the ground In this game There's something I strive to be yet I always fall in my shame If you allow it in Then the trip never ends And what really could have been In this life There's something I've tried to be yet It's fallen right out of reach So you picked me up On my feet again And then again I'm the man I am So you picked me up On my feet again Lost inside is the man I am Time and lines again I've tried so hard to be a man Yet the pride slips through my hands

Feel my angst
Deep within me
Feed my strength
Your words are empty

Look inside and you will see
Break inside break inside

Tell me what you want to be, and I’ll take you there
Tell me where you want to be, and I’ll take you there

Tell me how you want to feel, don’t keep it from me
Tell me how it outta be through more than a stare

Show me what you wanna be, don’t hide it from me
Show me where you wanna be, and I’ll take you there

I’ll mimic everything you are to me
The way you walk, the way you talk
The way you breathe
Obsessions, Obsessing
Obsessing, Obsessions
Sing a song, sing your little song
Make it all make sense to me
Obsessing, Obsessions

Take a listen to your whole world
Can you hear the screams?
All alone i wonder
How much longer is there time for me?

One last song
I want to give this world
Before it's gone

You, you're who I thought you'd be
And you, you're the time that crushes me
And you, you're the heartache, the heartbreak, the misery
And you, shouldn't have meant shit to me
You are, you're my misery

You said, one love
One love, your way

One thing looking over my shoulder
Is the thought that it won't last
I got to give it this, it's moving fast
Better make a mark before it all pass

Whoever thought that they had doubts had better think again
You cannot begin to understand aal the things I am
That's for sure

Too long
this has been done

it’s hiding
but something is wrong

pretend not to see it
the vision that feel it

When you scream aloud
(Heads down Heads down)
That's when I plan to
(Rise up Rise up)
When you scream aloud
(We're doomed We're doomed)
That's when I plan to prove myself to you
I've never gotten the simple thrill of a solo day

FIRST SIGHT
Turns me around again
Brings me face to face with my sin
I've got it, always had it
A reason to look within now

TAKE FLIGHT
To your sun again

Before the time has closed my eyes
And I've said my last goodbyes
I decide when I'm outta your mind
Will you remember?
My time is all I have to give
Way down, my life that I live
Could you
Should you

There's colors on the streets
Red, white and blue
People shuffling their feet
People sleeping in their shoes
But there's a warning sign on the road ahead
There's a lot of people saying
We'd be better off dead
Don't feel like Satan, but I am to them

Lost your mind when I made you mine Now we see eye to eye
Rolled dead thoughts and smoked them blind
Still roll them and roll them still
I will consume you, I will soon own you
I am the prize in your game
The victor and loser too
Say you will, say you will
Say you'll always be there to hold me

Fools say that I've lost my way
They say that from my path I've strayed away
Who'll clear my way to a better day
Who'll cleanse my veins and take all my pains away
She takes me in, She holds me in
She keeps me away from my sin
She makes me feel, She makes me real
She give me time to heal and

Shine on me
with more than
I ever thought I had

Make me see
the release
in the words that I’ve shared

This broken day will come and go
Broken and battered with nothing to show
Could this be the better part of my life
Something to hold on to white knuckle tight
I wait for something
You gave me nothing
I wait for something real
Something real

Everything*
Is closing in
Won't this emptiness
It's surrounding me
With everything I feel I just know
Is changing me

Yeah, and I feel surrounded

Well did you notice
What's wrong with me
No I can't even breathe
When my head's low
It's not with shame
It's from this pain you bring

(bridge)

Everything
Is closing in
Won’t this emptiness
It’s surrounding me
With everything i feel i just know
Is changing me

Yeah, and i feel surrounded

picture this
you're going down
i can not stop the fall

descending fast
and you hit the ground
is this the end for us all

Something’s knocking at my door
will i have strength to ignore
my world has turned to black
and i must surrender

he said sign here on this line
make your mark your soul is mine
it is said and done

On and on you test your will
You've held on for this long
Don't want to die against your will
The choice is not your own

Every day you look at your sins
One chance to wash them away
Every moment and everything

How long have I been standing here my friend
Has it been so long
I've been spreading myself so thin
And I've been so wrong

I wanna be the one you run to
And I wanna be your only one
I wanna be the one you turn to

You had your chance, it's over, no more time
This is not even over, it blows my mind
Can't understand what's in your mind
I feel this deed within me, it's all inside
I sacrificed everything, now it's my time

Throw it away, you threw it away, it's gone forever

I took your hand
you slipped away from me
i understand
why you have to leave

I’m not alone i try
holding on for life
you can not hear my cries no more, no more

Honor - Choices that you make, reflect of whom you truly are
Courage - Rise above the masses, live your life complete and strong
Compassion - Is the power that must be used for the good of all
Loyal - To the ones in my care, standing true for what the cause

My soul has been searching, longing for something
I see my true self, and I have learned well

Two Skins

Good God
I've got your demon seed
Deep down inside of me
Two skins...One man
Fit in...One hand
God damn...That man

Tie me down
And try to take samples for examples
You could never see
Walk on me
But watch where you're stomping
Walk with caution
You couldn't comprehend

Sit back bare your cross to me
Oh won't I listen
God damn have I burned my hands
On what's been missing
I feel... Unreal everytime I try and stop to feel
Pick me up my friend
Let me start again

It's been a long time
I'm home again
Nothing I remember is there
Will everything come back to me again?

I towed the line, I did my time, until it's over
I gave it all, I watched you fall, until the end

I’m done chasing sorrow
i facing my fear
been searching for tomorrow
to find out who i am

my eyes are getting clearer
my heart is beating fast
i see into my future