- 1000 Transmissions
Just when I think it's getting better,
I relapse back to this place
where the scenery has changed, now it's terrifying
How can I go back when it's much too late?
Piece by piece, bit by bit
My heart aches and I feel sick
There are things you say and things you can't,
- alice
I hope I'm dreaming, 'cause this can't be awake
I hope I'm dead, just for my sake
Who knew all this would come, from a dirty gun
Son of a bitch who thought he was a cowboy
The mad hatter bashing your face again
Look into his eyes to see where evil lives
Bullet through window, and down the rabbit hole
This is one f**ked up fairy tale
- All That Glitters
Got nothing to say to you
Got nothing to prove
Teen angst, it fades away
But all you assholes never change
There's nothing left to say
Nothing left to do
Been knocked out so many times
I'm scarred and broke and scabbed and bruised
- Bad List
Somehow it feels I'm getting more frustrated
With every tongue tied, wild eyed, overrated
Narcissistic, self absorbed spawn of a generation bored
Want to see you vulnerable, I am not your equal
Ruling with an iron fist, and you are on my bad list
A routine casualty
Razor sharp beauty queens
- Big City Lullaby
Memorizing city lights of all the places I have been
Nothing like adrenaline eyes, but coming down almost kills me
Love the places, know the faces, but the names are all a blur
It's hard to hold on when you forget where you are and where you were
Everybody wants to live their life in the spotlight
One day at a time, I just want to live for tonight
Standing here with you, I don't want you to see that I'm terrified
- Big Plans
This place gets smaller
By the minute
I won't stay just to
Get dragged down with it
I'm clastrophobic
I'm tearing at the walls
Watching
Let go
- Cutting
Tell me how to feel
Show me what is real
I tried to back away but every where’s the same and in this over conscious world all I want to do is dream
I don’t know what you held onto to get this far, but I need some too
Because I’m slipping from existence and there’s just no resistance to stop this all from happening
Today the pain, it got so bad, I had to scream
- Disease Remission
You're love it tortures me
One kiss and I can't breathe
One touch I'm suffocating
Get me out I can't breathe
Afflicted feelings I should hide
There was a thousand warnings
Thought this devotion I'd deny
I turn to things that harm me
- Flicker
I know you're suffering
I'd like to change your fate
But I sense a lack of trust in me
I'll give you everything
I give the weak man strength
Eliminate what makes you weak
Do you want to know where the wind blows?
- Friends And Enemies
It's okay to hate your enemies
It's either them or me
Just wanna break their things
Is it okay?
I'll take down the enemy
But it's okay
It's either them or me
What do you say
- Games
Stop struggling
You wear me down
There is no real danger
It's just the way I like to play
Tie your hands behind your back
Watch you as you hold your breath
What's your name?
- Girl On The Floor
Mirror mirror, on the wall
I'm just someone with no self control
You don't know the real me,
but you get a glimpse
so you paint a picture
So vivid, but just so wrong
This little girl is broken this time
- Hearts For Bullets
Hearts For Bullets lyrics
Spit it out, it tastes unfamiliar
Bite your tongue, before she shuts you up
What can you do now
when she wants you to fall down
She'll do the same again
No more girl next door
Actions with no remorse
- Horrible Dream
Suffering from bitterness
Not feeling so right
Uncontrolled-mismanaged hate
No one is right
Differences unforeseen
Bound to lead
At failed attempts to do something constructively
- Infiltrating My Way Through The System
Someone told me you should never trust a desperate man
Keep your head straight with your eyes on the final prize
Don't lose the focus now
Fighting forward
There will always be the ones who question everything
I've always noticed
There's nothing bigger than all of the little things
- Invisible
I sit next to you
You look the other way
You saw me falter for one second of the day
Why am I so invisible to you?
Sometimes I hate you more than you could ever hate yourself
But I love you, would do anything for you
You don't even see that I'm in pain
- Kiss Me Goodnight As I'm Falling Asleep
The longest night
The longest hour that I have ever lived through
The softest cry
The painful longing of having ever lived through
Kiss me goodnight
Don't say a word
We're an illusion gripping at the only thing we know
The calm twilight
- Lovely Day
I’ve been listening to this song for hours and my head aches but that doesn’t stop me
It keeps repeating and now my eyes burn
They have turned red and I do this to myself
I should get out but there’s nowhere to go on a Tuesday night
This restless feeling, there is no cure for so I wait…
It’s a lovely day to never feel this way again
And will I ever find someone who understands my mind?
- Mercury
The dull light lingers
The candle flickers
Beside you in the red
The beat of nameless songs
The pulsing flame goes on
I try to hear
But I am not there
- Missed The Mark
You’ve got some nerve
Standing here in front of me
Don’t you touch me
Never knew I’d be so easy to dismiss
Don’t take this wrong
But I have nothing left to give
I’m the one obsessing over broken hearts
And what it was I did
- My Device
I walk alone
I tried my hand at something new and without you, I'm better off
And on my own, I've fallen countless times
But I realized I'm better off
And I'm forgetting the mess that we were
Give and take
An eye for an eye
- Not Receiving
The minutes fade to hours
Did you forget me here?
The quiet stinging sorrow is all that's left to feed me
Where everything fades away
When time's left an ugly stain
Will I forget this place, this face for good?
For good
- Pink Dress
Now it's all black
And feelings will conquer logic
So I crept out the back
Hopefully no one noticed
They said it's suicide
She's trapped inside her mind
She tastes like cyanide
- Post Apocalyptic Girl
I feel something isn't right
I think it is this world
When there's nothing left to fight
We all fall down
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough
We need a breakthrough
- Selling Rebellion
Is this my life, or is this just routine?
With a dime, purchased my self esteem
All this aggression and self hatred makes for one angry machine
Now they're selling rebellion, they're selling rebellion
They're selling it all up to me
Now they're selling rebellion, they're selling rebellion
Because right now it's what I need
- Six Seconds
You know him
He's the one that leaves you high and dry
You know this
It takes six seconds on all sides
You know him
He'll compromise your alibi
You know him
He'll make you feel like you cannot survive
- Suck It Up
When I see you there facing your rival
To everyone it's clear you're in denial
And now it's come to this
I thought it never would
Now I see you here facing your rival
You're stuck
Elimination time pending survival
- The Gun Song
Put down the gun. (13x)
Put it down.
"SHUT UP!" he said
"Let me speak for a minute!
Or two or three. Now you're gonna stop interrupting me!"
So watcha gonna do 'cause looking at a space shows a life revealing years of pain
So we'll drop down, let go, Ooh we'll get you set so...
- Three Months
I should have known you'd let me down
I know your kind and how easy it was
To shut me out
Maybe it meant nothing to you
It meant the world to me
But I'm a sucker for things
Shiny and new