- A Call To Arms
I swear, I can't stand this place
and whats becoming of me
the longer i have to stay.
I want to
think all unthinkable things
and say what I shouldn't say
I need a change
- Already Gone
You, you never call
You never write me or nothing
I set myself up to fall
I was stupid, then, to try
I'm living in a lie
I'm in a fantasy world
But the hero won't win this time
- Big Cheese
I know it's wrong and I'm sure you don't appreciate my tone
I just get so mad
I'm not afraid as I tell myself I am
I love to be wanted but all I want is to be loved
Is that so much to be remembered
Never swept under the rug
They say the soul don't die
- Choice Hops And Bottled Self Esteem
Last call at time
Throw your faces of the bar
Goto church cause you need a good cleansing
Of body mind and soul
I never thought it possible
I think fell in love with someone worse then me
And I love you to death (love you to death)
I don't think I like you anymore
- Devotion and Desire
Devotion And Desire
I'm trying to create something that's not there.
A spark I saw. A bomb is just a means to an end.
and I was just so happy to be out of my shell again,
I don't think that I really cared for who or what.
so for now I'll just have to keep it shut.
- Don't Call Me Peanut
Drink up beautiful.
I spiked your cup with angst and a heart attack,
'cause I've got so much trapped
It's all because of you.
So I figured you might like some back.
And when I see her
I'll tell her what's been on my mind
- Duality
Some days
I get crazed
I don't know why it's all relevant
I'll take deep breaths
And keep control, go on.
I've tried brave
And you've tried to save
- Have Fun Storming the Castle
If I knew it'd be this way
I'd do it all again
but I'd only change one thing
If I was give every chance change
I'd make it a point
to smile every day
So I'm cynical I guess
- Head On A Plate
Breathe kids, the mold is getting old
It'll dawn any day
The hipster empire of tomorrow
Will fall to the common kids of today
A tight wrist were under their control
With this clinch, were taking on the world
I write down words with lethargic intentions
- Hello Shitty
It seems that you're keeping me down
And it just seems pointless
To work this thing out and
What's holding me back?
A lifelong friendship's not worth it
I'll hide this one deep underground
Convenience can comfort you now
- I Think I'll Be Ok
You keep saying you've had enough
and I know just how you feel
you keep it all inside
and it's nipping at your heels.
It's eating you alive
I can see it in your stare
I'd sit with you all night
- Kellum
Don't lift me up
With your strong intent on dropping me back down
Are you like this, afraid to be yourself?
And if you somehow get through all of this
Without hating yourself for all of it
And you know that I will hate you enough for the both of us
Spent that night alone, the first in a long time
- Loveless Wrists
Where will I be
When there's pain as far as eyes can see
I'll stand in line for days and nights, for making up lost time
And this is how it feels
So now I cut these loveless wrists
My head sure hurts today I'll take another twenty pills and try to make my troubles go away
- Masterpiece
My friend,
You're always the last one to leave
Those dimly lit rooms.
Making sure the last glass makes its way to the table empty.
And every bottle in the place
Has been upside down
At least a few times what a waste.
Is this what's left of you these days?
- Monster
I try, try
I look for bad on the inside
But heaven knows you're heaven sent
Your skin stretches perfectly over perfect placed bones
That shame the greatest architects
This time there's nothing I can do
My heart has swelled to twice its size
- Montauk
It's getting cold
Thought it was too soon to tell
but it was terribly old
and now the heartbeat slows
to a heartless crawl
The lights went out
The lights went out
- No One Understands
I've always played the fool around here
I'm starting to worry that
I rush through life forgetting to breathe
We all need some time to adapt
No one understands
No one understands what it's like
I had high hopes of silver and gold
- Not Fair
Well it has been my point of view
We're born with our backs against the wall
So what's a modern man to do?
But to emulate the angry faces staring back at you
These are trying times
I believe in you
But there's still a place where the strange fit in
- Phone Call From Poland
Well, Today is the 15th
And you know what that means,
Time to sit and go through boxes of old pictures
See if I can bring myself to,
The brink of giving up,
I never follow through, you tell me all the time
Spend my days looking back,
- pigsty
your name is dirt
and i've got you under my nails
from crawling to freedom
i've been buried below your dark trails
do you know who you are?
are you having the time of your life?
well i hoped there would be a day i would see
- Seeing Sound
This is the first scene of an act
With my own hand stuck in my back
Around here the puppet is the puppeteer
And I was down for the proverbial count
So what do you want from me?
Another song about apathy?
Heartbreak is a friend these days
But I couldn't care less
- Sick, Sick, Sick
I curse to Hell the magistrate who granted this unholy thing
But I know, I know I asked for this myself
I'm bound by law to Hell and it's
Sick, sick, sick
Humans on their knees
Living in a fairy tale is tearing at the seams
A dank reject, devil in a dress
- The Ghost of St. Valentine
Oh pain
I'm doing bad
I'm getting answers to some questions
That I should have never asked
And it's getting old
It's decomposing fact
Cuz when I thought it couldn't get much worse
Life stabbed me in the back
- The New Flesh
If I should fall down would you wait for me
If I was out would you be home
If I should pray, then would you pray with me
If I fell in love would I be in love alone?
This isn't half of what I thought it'd be
At what point does love become routine
I had to wait, I had to wait, I had to wait to see
That who you are is not who I hoped you'd be
- The Walking Wounded
I'm weak like a one-armed boxer
Throwing punch after punch
After punch I, I give in
I'm so dumb, I'm surprised
When they duck
Scared, paired walking soldiers.
We're all wounded anyway
- The Wrong Way
I've seen you bite your nails in guilty thought
Thought you couldn't care less until I saw those paws
I'd say if ya took a bite for every lie you told
You would've run out of fingers and started on your toes
Don't think you're on to something good right now
So let's go back to the starting place
- They Looked Like Strong Hands
This isn't who I am.
From confidence to self doubt in 60 seconds.
Storming stages and stereos from here to there,
trying to prove that I belong.
Trying to win approval from people that I don't know.
And I look so strong
when the weight of all the world
- We'll Be Ok
So let's close our eyes and we'll talk in the morning,
when we're able to feel
the true weight of our words and why we're both here.
Then we can say we tried to take comfort in knowing
that if we both die alone tomorrow,
it's just the way that the stars aligned.
Hope we both learned our lesson (Hope we both learned our lesson)
- Winter
When winter falls next year,
I’ll be holding on to anything nailed down.
As for being patient,
With fate and all it's getting old.
And my mind is slowly changing.
I’m calling all my oldest friends,
Saying sorry for this mess we’re in.