- Deliver Me
I am finally here in paradise
Where everything is beautiful and bright
I have left the sickness of the world behind
And I have found serenity in this secret heaven
For to promise me this tomorrow
I would kill you today
- Die Within Me
Gradually, this womb is collapsing
Will you be inside to take the pain away?
I can feel you dying
Your hands press against my rib cage
Leave these fields fruitless and barren
Just go, empty and wasted
- Love Can Die
All that we are, you and I, we have no future, no destiny. I see you and I know I love you, yet you are infinitely dead to me all the same. This garden we've made here is so lush and lovely, but I know when our season will change, winter comes, and our embrace will freeze these blossoms. All that we are, you and I, we have no future, no destiny. I see you and I know I love you, yet you are infinitely dead to me all the same. Hold my hand, and smile. Please don't feel alone, because though we are estranged, I still grip yours all the same. Hold my hand, and smile.
Please take everything I have ever given to you and burn it in front of my face, please take back everything you ever promised me and tell me it was all a lie, please unforgive me for all of my weakness, because I want to be guilty, close the door and lock me outside, let me go and smile, but please don't feel alone, because though I am dead to you, I still hold onto you just the same.
- Nostalgia...
A house on this street withers A child’s room is filled with dreamless sleep There is a mirror there It leads to the other side Lead me there, I will follow you Just don’t let them see that I’ve gone Just don’t let them find me A child’s room is empty, but not forgotten Just don’t let them see that I’ve gone Just don’t let them find me Please don’t let them find me It hurts, it hurts no more… It hurts, it hurts no more…
- Nowhere With Us
Take my heart
Hold it in your hands
This could be the start of something beautiful
Lie to me
I'll believe everything
Just to believe this is real
Gaze inside
- Ocean - Part II
From the shore
I can see the sails
But they never return to the bay
And quietly, I wish
Why can't it be me?
This island is empty
The sand is dead
- Suicide is Beautiful
When I die, I want it to be like a dream
I want to see myself ascend a marble staircase
Through the swirling clouds of bliss and hope
A step for each of my worries lost
To the sweet surrender of the ever after
As I draw down the blade and cut my flesh
I'm reminded of amber fields
Blues and whites in the sky
- Sweetness Depraved
When there is nothing left for us in life, will we fall into what we fear? If for only an instant, just to feel.
I can't forgive myself until I know I've suffered and thrown away all that I have, if for only an instant, just to feel.
Couldn't it be sweet? In the moments I've lost, someone else could live them as their own, and my soul will be free to sin beautifully as a mortal, and lay down in the stars, as a god.