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So much to live,
Yet the yearning for death,
Perpetual in my mind.
To end the pain.

I wait for time to show me my path,
The continuum or the end?
I see it so clearly it burns my eyes.

When the spoken words make less sense than those unspoken
And resentment is all that is left to give

Still we go through with the facade
Wasting our time humouring insanities

And know so well
Sense has no place here

Staring as I prepare to leave this mortal coil
To pass through these portals
To the gateway of experience

I release, into this sense of falling
Hallucinations flood my eyes
Thoughts, memories pouring through

Windows of shattered dreams.
Laid out before me.
My broken reflection hauntingly stares back,
As once again I pick up the pieces of my mind.

Rebuilding myself again.
And I know what is done.
The smaller pieces lost.

Lies a broken man,
Festering inside.
Shades of light pass through this room
And remind me.
There was once a world,
Outside of this stricken maze.

Only instinct drives on.

Bereft promises made unto me,
I always remember watching them fade.
Upon winds of blackened torment,
The promises' I couldn't see.
For they are just words,
And your words are empty.

Lies...Lies...

I have a million questions, but no will to ask.
Through chaos, rationale speaks clearly.
Decay sets in amongst the fragments…
Such weight lies within knowledge.
Crippled by thought.

Eyes that see too much lose the will to see.
And the pain that spills from these walls,

Although we may rationalise (sic),
Nurture our fate
Nothing can prepare or compare with
This immeasurable sense of loss

All can be calm
Until that thought arises
And plummets toward the ground

"He that is slow to believe anything and everything is of
great understanding, for belief in one false principle is
the beginning of all unwisdom."

Slavery:
Followers of the right-hand path,
Looking to God for comfort.
Enslaved by his command,

Throughout our childhood, we live in fear.
Of all that we hear, never-ending tears…
Ignorance so absolute, within their minds so small.
Into the depths of their shadows we fall.
To live and breathe in sadness, pain and agony.
Their mendacious emotions, race through me,
Feeling love and hate for someone untrue.
My cauldron of life, my feelings subdue.

Over whom does infinity hold sway?
All the time has passed.
No future awaits.
Where there is no light.
I shall remain.
Never to diminish, nor comprehend.
The one absolute.

Doubt stripping the soul
Unending questions driving me into insanity

Time took its toll,
Enough to ensure,
The mind cannot mirror the soul

With each tide,

Hallucinations enter the shadows...
Losing the mind.
On this path to oblivion.
So much time lost in chaos.

As I descend.
Succumbed to the unfathomable.
Abandoned beyond all control.

I see them coming at me all the time,
Lashing out, killing me over and over again.
And I laugh for I enjoy all the deaths that I receive,
The pain and destruction of my flesh,
Killing me over and over again.

The blackness still comes, forever killing me.
I rock back and forth, staring through.

I cry and my eyes spill blood onto the floor.
Acheron flows in silence,
And the noise intensifies my pain.
No will to speak.
Not even enough hope left to weep. Anymore...

I travel on through the noise,
Searching for relief.

I Ponder Eternity
Longing For The Keys Of Time
To Wrap Me In Their Infinite Knowledge

The Incongruous Symphony Crashes Through The Waves
Of My Thoughts
I Am Not Of Flesh...
When Waves Of Sublime Thought, Coarse Through My Veins