- Abyss
How can I love you
If I can't love myself?
I sweep it under the rug
Just like everything else
You take the good with the bad
Through the nights like this
And you sink with me into the abyss
- Darker
Desperate for attention or maybe just desperate. Reaching out for anything to slow my descent into this hole. Goddamn, my soul feels darker than the circles around my eyes. I try to keep it all in the back of my mind. Though I hold you close I'll never let you in. So scratch a little harder. Dig a little deeper into my skin.
- Fair Weather Friend
The lines between you and me
The points from A to B
Just don't connect like they did before
People change cities grow further away
Get replaced cut and past
Who needs you anymore
Fair-weather friend
- Fear in Control
Cool under pressure I am not
The fear engulfs me like electric shock
I feel it building up, up inside of me to it
I am weak
I feel the buzzing in my chest
I feel the chill of the cold sweat
Taking me by my trembling hand
- Fighting the Slip
Fighting the slip, I can't do it anymore
Your push and pull won't bring me down like it did before
A toxic waste of my time slowly killing me
It was all just a blur but I can finally see
I've given you enough of me
Gotta stay out of peach
- Forgetting
If a mind is a terrible thing to waste
Maybe lust is a terrible thing to taste
Put it to your lips
Try and think straight
We are all young, dumb, and full of shit
Say anything to get a fix
Never wanted to feel
- Ghost
Apparition in and out of view
Just a ghost no concern to you
Through the circles I, I come and go
Disappear and you'll never know
Pay me no mind
Pay me no mind
Don't ask about me I'm doing fine
- Hidden Love
Here I am killing myself again
Digging the same grave even deeper
Never content playing the same game
Killing the same love I don't need it
I never learn despite how many times
Keep my love buried inside
Dig the knife deeper drown out the cries
- Medicine
Medicine man gonna make me feel better
Medicine man gonna change my mind
Medicine man got the pad and pen
The signature to make me smile again
Medicine man gonna pick me back up
Medicine man gonna make my day
Medicine man got the magic pill
When nothing else will make me feel this way
- Old Habits
A circle I can't break
A past I can't escape
No matter what I do
It all comes back to you
Regret that I can't shake
The choices that I make
No matter what I do
It all comes back to you
- Pretty Low
Forever cloaked in stress
Wrapped tightly around my chest
Constricting every breath I might take
Inch closer to the edge
Move closer to the end
A little closer to the day I might break
I didn't know how far I could go
- Sleep Lost
my mind does the time for the crimes against myself and it comes at the cost of sleep lost another day, another dollar another night is even harder to swallow I contemplate my end, I count up all my friends weigh out the pros and cons who’s going to miss me when I’m gone? Who? nothing keeps me sane like the long walks through the rain let the cold come over me let wash away my shame all the ones that have occupied my head and all that ones the have occupied my bed get out
- The Harsh Truth
Is it enough to say I wanted it
Just how long until my heart catches up with my body
If the day don't come and I destroy myself
Will it all have been for nothing
I watched the road split in two
What am I to do?
I put myself on trial
- Vultures
Vultures circling over my head
Looking for a bone to pick
Throw around your accusations
Just to see what sticks
Put me under your lens and magnify my faults
Twist and bend all my words to incriminate my thoughts