- Aware
Well I see you standing there and your eyes are unaware
That I've been staring at them all night, wishing the brain behind them cared
About the way you make me feel or how your smile makes me nervous
Or how the fact that you exist makes me feel like I have a purpose.
I'm sick of lying in your bed while we're both laying down.
You say you want me for a friend. I hope you know I hate that sound.
But I will bite my tongue because I hate when you're pissed off.
- A Lovely Mess
I'm not the man that I once was
But I'm changing every day because I want to find someone like you
And you've got eyes that can tear me down
But all they do is build me up
So hold my hand before my heart erupts
And darling I may not be everything you want
But I can give you all I have
- Angels And Demons
You've got two eyes that took me by surprise when you walked by.
I think that I could die a thousand deaths and still turn out just fine,
If I could just see your face every day of my life
Well I see you're sad but we're both sad, and I see you cry and it makes me mad.
I see the good in all your bad. Lets take this shitty life we have
And throw it down the drain and run away. Just you & I
- Aware
i see you standing there, and your eyes are unaware that ive been staring at them all night
wishing the brain behind them cared about the way you make me feel and how your smile makes me nervous
or how the fact that you exist makes me feel i have a purpose
im sick of lying in your bed while we're both laying down. you say you want me for a friend i hope you
know i hate that sound. but i try and bite my tounge because i hate when you're pissed off but you
should know i need your touch like falling rain on thirsty crops
damn you stupid girl why wont you drop your guard
- Burned
Father, I’m sorry I hurt you. I’m sorry I’ve
stumbled like this. This heart that still beats
from the breath of your lips is a heart that’d
kill you with a kiss. And I know that you still
choose to love me, and it’s something that I
cannot earn, but I turned away and I ran
toward the flames. What a wonderful way to
get burned.
- Drown
I’m so tired of the rain falling softly on the ground, just enough to get my feet wet but not enough to let me drown.
I’ve been laying in my bed wishing I had never woken, begging god to rid my head of every word you’ve ever spoken.
Broke my knuckles on the wall because I thought about the call where you said you’d always love me, do you not tell the truth at all?
So if I ever cross your mind make sure you write down the times so I will know the moments I was eating you alive.
- I Won't Say That I'm Okay
I won't hold my tongue
I'm not okay without you here
I guess what's done is done
I just feel so exposed without you near
And I won't say that I'm okay
'cause you taught me not to lie
so know that I'll miss you everyday
- If I Tremble
I see the fear in your eyes. I feel the pain in your heart.
How can something so well put together be so torn apart?
You are the beauty I want. You are the angel I need.
I find the proof of god in every single word that you speak.
You smell like girly shampoo. I love when I smell like you.
Reminds me why I wake up
If I tremble at the sight of you, it's not because I'm cold.
- Island Of The Misfit Boy
I love to sleep, cause I pretend that I'm dead
But I hate waking up cause it's hard to forget
That I've lost all control of this life that I've held so dear.
And I wait for the bus but I'm not on the bench,
I'm just spread across the ground making friends with cement,
Hoping that the bus won't miss me when it comes my way.
Well I made a few jokes but they said they weren't funny.
- Lullaby
I wrote you a lullaby. I'm gonna try to sing it right.
Gonna try to make you fall in love with me tonight.
I'm gonna sing it soft. hope to god I sing it well.
My head's above the clouds but my heart's under your spell.
If you ever need a thing from me. you know I won't be far.
You ask me where I want to be and I'll show you where you are.
- Poison
They say the heart only wants what it can't have,
So I guess your hand, in mine, will never fit.
'cause if I could find my heart inside this empty, dying, chest,
Then you would find that I'd give you all of it.
You stole the matches from my book.
Put out the fire in my eyes.
You cause a thunder in my veins when you're around.
- Private Fears in Public Places
So cold is the wind that blows your hair.
So warm is your touch upon my skin.
How tired am I of being scared,
But how awake am I now that I know you're here.
'Cause I'd rather fight with you than laugh with another.
I'd rather freeze in your arms than be warm under covers.
I'd let you hit me before I ever let you hit the floor.
- Run Away
I know you left me long ago but I've been longing since you left,
To fill this empty space that you created on this lonely bed.
And I know its not my fault but I'm the one that's getting hurt.
You sit upon your whorish throne while I drown in shit I don't deserve.
You left your t-shirt in my room. It used to smell like your perfume.
I choked up when it was burning but I blamed it on the fumes,
And my pulse goes off the charts when I can see you on the streets.
- So Help Me God
I feel this darkness creep like thunder.
It’s rolling straight into my spine.
I feel temptation pull me under.
My gold has lost all of its shine.
I try so hard to stay together
When everything’s falling apart.
I said that I’d stay gold forever.
It seems that I’ve misplaced my heart
- The Day You Took the Good Away
I saw you standing on that bridge.
Right then I knew the life that I would like to live.
Your frizzy hair tangled my mind.
Right then I knew that I would love you for all time.
You ran your hand across the ledge.
Right then I felt that all my hunger had been fed.
You cracked a smile up towards the sky.
That thought alone will keep me happy for my life
- Truth
You asked for lovin’
and they gave you lines.
You hungered for some truth,
but they fed you lies.
You asked for shelter,
and they kept you trapped.
You beg them to hold you,
but they just hold you back.
- Whole Again
I found you broken, and I lost my need for sleep
You bit my lip and we were both in way too deep
The scars across your wrists, displayed for all to see
But the skeletons I hide have much thicker skin than me
No former study, could've made me come prepared
Your arms around my neck became my cross to bear