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...Your Devoted Slave
That's me being classified Again
Where lovers are meant to trust each other
I go out of my way.

I try to please that's all I Can
As your hunger feast on what I Bring.
And what I bring - is Yours.

Lately I've been in the mind of all
Who fought a little battle
The pill I am of all drugs
I only wanna help and I say

Feel me easy
Life is hell
Teach you to see

[To William, (Pelle & Bertram).
Translated postcard.
Written in Como - Italy March 2005]

Hey

I felt I really touched you
And in ways also new to me

In this land we are strong
Vikings - blue eyes
Through the times, prove us wrong

Dark sun, dark minds
grey cities, dark times

And when I look upon the sun

God speed
You're an angel
Deceived
She's whipping again

Erotic games of heart and how to play
Your slave or mistress no comfort to your name
She'll be coming at dinner tonight

Lost inside, false memories
Of feeling Hades
You'll feel in vain

Atrocities yet awake
Die kingdom
Die all that's fake

Slay them, retrieve their souls
Make them bleed, internally and out
Suffer slow, let nothing remain
Harvest the wrath, emphasize pain

Apply the pressure
Crank it up
Look at the eyes

I'm going down, just needed to say
With the feeling over, all out of the way
And I can see you're hurting
Even more than me
When the system tatters, trying to break free
Let's go

You simplify, all of my lies

The sun will never rise again
And SATAN is my only friend
In freedom I will never trust
Humanity forever lost
The circle spins, around we go
Where it ends, I don't know
In evil you can not rely
All my needs I'll satisfy

Not an eye was dry
In that second I called my defeat
All the friends have lied
But at least I'm not strapped to my seat

Hey go away
Don't want you to stay
You'll find that inner hate

Ich bin verloren in Berlin
Das tempo des lebens
Sohn der welt

Brauchen keine tarnung
Trotz der kälte der nacht
Bin Ich
Verloren in Berlin

Slowly.
Let me take you down my life.
To make you learn about the facts, there's not so many, you won't fall.
And if you do I'll pick you up.
If all the world could see me for who I am, there would be no more panic.
If all the world could forgive and just forget, I wouldn't mind to carry on.
But you put me down, just down.
You hate me.

You're obsessed with this breeze of mine
You'll sell your soul to the other side
Without asking the price

To share his inheritance
You gotta remember man proposes (God disposes)
What shall it profit a man
If he should gain the whole world

Robbed of the soul.
Live in hell.
Rise above the charred believings' bowel.
Rise above the soul's chalky chains.
Give the destiny what it's named.
The darkest white brought in death balloons soon to come.
Rise above the dark demon's tower.
Body's seized the charge.

I see you coming from behind with you lack of morals, it was expected though.
So what if I've done the things you're telling the world?
I will not I will not change.
Just come and get me.
Intensifies the lullabies you're telling all your kids, about the man whose empathy does not exist.
The blackest heart is always that who beats without a will.
This summer never bends: this man is not for free.
No matter who you are,

Love is tasted bitter
Bitterness at play
Scorched baby fears the fire
Emotions come to stop

Fear not - I miss you always
Don't wanna change this fact
I shook the devils hand

Grey sky over black town
The rain, has set me wondering from here
Through pain, slowly watching the decay

A timeless victim of inner strength
With memories expanded

Into the graves my friend

Is it thirteen?
Is it number ten?
1971.
When life had just begun.
Is it my brother?
Born in '79.
My two-year daughter, or the one I left behind.
They lie and smile insist.

"You are my life", she said as I looked
"And there ain't no way in which I celebrate
That I live, only you the reason for me"

Fuck that you smelly slut cause, there ain't no
way
I'm going down that road with you bitch
I'm much better looking than that

A silent dream
A memory forgotten
Just as weird as you and me
A ship well bult, without a sea
In this phase I face you all

Summer - is my name
But no such thing as sun in my life

Just once... never saw this clear before
You had your way with time and with a laughter for a smile
The things I could forgive, were passed by lightyears

You say there's no more love
And with a 666 I leave our home
Never promised never noticed
Never to be by myself... alone

Back then she got me
My heart was aching
We lied and lied
We talked the nights away

Don't know whats wrong
My life or just me
Don't see a way out

The thought of denying
Never crossed my mind
Of people crucifying
I feel you all the time

Because you are my hate
Refusing the ring
I can't even argue

Love ain't nothing but sex misspelled
every one must go around the tree of purity and sadness
raised by seed from higher ground
the germs decay and as she left
the promise of the rot as one who bore the pollen highest
wind will will dance as I meet my god

Memories dreams and reflections, passionless feelings of mine

My brother
I watch over you, though you tore up my life
Am free, and tonight reborn
Inside the shade of a burning spoon

People empty their souls

Higher

You call my name
It sounds like Summer
My feelings are uptight
But they'll survive

We speak again
Not with each other
Though I must admit

I sense the darkness
To me it's real
And so the purity of sadness
For me a better deal

When you think of the devil
You better think of me
Your own best companion

In agony we are now
Twisted unblessed we must strive...
Repulsed by the false harmony
Blinded by truth that eyes can't hope to see

Foolish man must die
For the sins that he creates
Forgive lord - we must be weak

He drained the life of my haunted soul
Pretended to be my friend
Acted like my brother
Who currently lives in Hell

Sacrificed I am by the devil who I once believed
Hail Satan, praise the lord and be deceived

Obscure night.
Telling lies
Catastrophe
Even money
She's beautiful.
A guy can see.
Catastrophe.
Telling lies.

They find a pleasure in killing
The things we love
They torture
I sense the darkness
I sense the pain

And we are innocent - again
Our lust for life is at an end

She Knows
And she's out to get Me
The one - I did Betray
She's now a Foe.

The Trust
is but a memory Apart
The way I spend my time

Move

Move your ass, clear the way
I need to pass without delay
Remove my clothes as I run
I hope the act has not begun

I run along this open road

Always placed you on the side
I don't care what other people say
This gives me higher meaning
Better learn or just give in

Go on now, hold your head
Higher than any man
Feel the flow, get with it

Lets go to Hell
High powers stare at my still face
The Devil rocks tonight, the Devils in his place
You know the way I feel about these things when I go down and
Lose the power to command
An ancient force of might play at my feelings and dare me to see
What went wrong in my life
You see me walking still sane

I've climbed your mountains
Sailed down your seas
I've seen the sunlight set in your eyes
I filled with lies

Now, can you help me?
Regain my sights
Fill me with what I need

Just pain
Where I go
My way
I saw it all

Hiding from my enemies
This time the end was near
I'm fighting possibilities

Bitter modern child, with your dreams tugged around you
The dreams so cold, they are mine
With the prospects they haunt you
My ache is hidden
In read lights I see you, and your hate

About time you found me
Your hand in mine

And when the dream
Converted nightmare
Words are shallow
You never cared
And when we touch
I’m never frightened
I need the taste – the taste of you
When I submit

Another child
Fell to earth from guilt and lies
Don't have no sense in life
His time is wasted

In came the widow black
It was a foul attack
A letter written as goodbye

Nightmare, feeling the weight I'm a sinner - guilty
Power, power to stop me from trying - living

There is light but it's not for me
I am my own god

And I smell trouble
Twisting eternal I'm hurting - yearning

I've live inside the wreckage long and care not for what others think.
The scene is set as I walk alone.
To all of you: this is what you get.
The time is right, as I scream upon what's mine.
No co-existing.
My triumph is tonight.
Tho those who walk behind me.
Faster now.

I sneak into the house
It's four in the morning
I had too much to drink
Said I was out with my boys

I can sense and I can feel
A thrilling lust creeping up upon me
No time for pleasure, no time for real

Move

To set the final sail
We go in to this alone
A mist morning will prevail
We come to take your land

Sword swinging, blood bringing

This time she got me
This time I'm achin'
We're riding on the edge

Off all she bid me
The lies and faking
Worst seemed to be her love

The autumn intimidates your soul

My soul has a file in Hell''s computer
Tapped by another twisted black creation
I know because I''ve seen the third dimension
I have seen what this autumn will bring us

Why, hear my scream as I fade away

War, suffer, and later we will unite
Pearls, wanted, my back turned here is the fight
Hate, wine, yeah - yeah
Baby, here comes the pain

You scream at my wrongs
But yelling won't make it right
In time all you invoked

In control I never was
That would take another year - with you
But I don't have any more time
I'm on my way out your door - it'll never last

And I'm going down
Don't care at all
I see you burn in hell