- Agony
One voice she hears
Taking control, leaving it's mark... Agony
Can't make her see it my way
Restrict, you binge
Lunatic fringe struggles within... Agony
Losing her identity
Helpless feeling, It's eating you
- Alone
Don't want to lie to you
Don't want to cause you pain
But it's all I ever do
And it's driving me insane
So how much deeper will I sink
So how much further will I dare to go
I've gone so far that I can't think
- Amnesia
Music & lyrics by Matt Guillory
Your cold voice, locks me up
Like a prison cell, desolate
And devoid of light
One day I will break free
Like a convict would
Scale a wall in the dead of night
- Back On The Ground
Music & lyrics by Matt Guillory
You're lost in outer space
And I don't mean to burst your balloon
Put yourself in my place
While you orbit around the moon
You know I've tried my best
You never gave me the time of day
- Believe
The way you look at me
Is not the same
I tried so hard to tell you
I'm to blame
So hold on tight
I'll make things right
You'll see
Just Believe in me
- Coming Home
Coming Home
(Matt Guillory, James LaBrie)
Feels like rain
Closing in on me again
Can't deny
Angry skies are falling
- Crucify
Father watch me fall
Witness my mistakes
I have lost it all
I'm about to break
Before the sound of dawn
I turned my back on you
The life in me was gone
- Destined To Burn
Music & lyrics by Peter Wichers, Matt Guillory, James Labrie
You've been taken
From all that
You've ever know
There's no question
You're already on your own
What's going on here
What have we done
- Euphoric
I got her call last night
Let me know she had a good time
There was something, it just feels right
I wish it may, I hope that it might
Tired of bumming the streets alone
No relationships on my own
Forgot what it was like 'til she
- Freaks
You see it - I'm in it
One man freak show
Walk by me - Excite me
Moving real slow
Can't accept it, a comical parade
Can't accept it, part of the charade
- I Got You
Music & lyrics by Matt Guillory
Just me myself an I
I just don't het it right
No matter what I try
And I just want to run
From what's about to come
I can't keep hope alive
- I Need You
Caged in
With all the crackheads
Facing my fears all rolled up into one
Waiting
Seems like forever
It's only the first day
Guess hell has begun
- Invisible
Look in the mirror
Does it look familiar
Cannot put my finger
Why he kinda looks like me
Used to like hooking up with you
After waking first thing I'd do
One sided sensation
- Jekyll or Hyde
Rehabilitated me
You want me to lie
Free to go out on the streets
My fears in overdrive
I'll stick out as if I'm an alien
Just like that kid that never quite fit in
A fish in a bowl is where you'd rather me
- Just Watch Me
I've realized the errors of my ways*
I've come to terms that I've gone astray
I'm far from perfect
I know that I have let you down
But that will change this time around
I'll earn your respect
- Letting Go
Music & lyrics by Peter Wichers, Matt Guillory, James Labrie
It's the same, all you see
Nothing's new, time to aim
Smash the mold, break right through
Right now you can't get by
And even if you try
You know that deep inside
- Listening
She can do anything
What does she see in me
I wouldn't change a thing
I no longer feel so empty
So I'm listening
No words that I can hear
But I'm seeing
- Lost
Sometime after five
I don't know what I've done
But I put my car in drive
And I'm blinded by the sun
In my rearview mirror
The colors start to fade
My past just disappears
- One More Time
I tried to pretend that you were fine
And all was okay now
But I couldn't ignore the rapid decline
That's taken you somehow
I watched it slowly take over you
It left you so helpless
There was really nothing that I could do
But sit there and witness
- Pretender
Ahh, ahh, ahh
Lead me to the oceans white sands
Ahh, ahh, ahh
Where I can catch myself
Ahh, ahh, ahh
Let the water cool and soothe me
Ahh, ahh, ahh
A steady rhythm flows
- Slight Of Hand
Music & lyrics by Peter Wichers, Matt Guillory, James Labrie
A turned a page, in my life
Thought it through, wasn't easy to do
Weighed the risks, slight of hand
If I miss, then life's not worth a damn
Too dark to see, too light, to feel
One's fate, is sealed
- Slightly Out Of Reach
Working so hard
What are you getting out of this
Commitment, have many nice things
But there's no time to take a rest
And you're spent
In the moment, you never seem to be
That time will come
- Smashed
I lay awake
I'm feeling weak
Not sure I can go on
Please take me far
There's nothing I can give
All I had is gone
Buildings fell
- Superstar
A masquerade the spotlights glare
Exquisite fads to view
Your every move fixated eyes on you
The camera waits as you prepare
It comes so easily
Once borrowed shoes now high society
A celebrity
- Undecided
Seems that we've lost our innocence
The pulpit the teachers
Have warned us
Blindly accepting
Their words as truth
And taking advantage of our trust
- Unraveling
[Limited Edition Digipack Bonus Track]
I know that look hidden in your eyes
I've seen more than I dare to count tonight
And I don't wanna fight
It's like a storm heading straight for me
The thunder rain and the lighting unleashed
- Who You Think I Am
You think that I'm losing my mind
You think that I'm hopelessly blind
You Think that I'm weak but I'm strong
You think that I'm down but your wrong
You don't
Have a clue
Do you?
- Why
Music & lyrics by Matt Guillory
New day, but the same routine
Is our engine almost running out of steam
But we pretend that we don't see the ugly truth
Crazy that we drag this on
When it's crystal clear that the fire's gone