- Brother Figure
It lost its effect , but came right back again. What more was I to expect from locking myself in my room my whole life, but hey. At least you will know where to find me, where I am, if you need a reminder of my name. Buddy, it's ok because sometimes I need the same. A reminder of who I am. It's so annoying.
This is not the house for me. I'm not the person for this family.
With pointed fingers come holes pressed all through out my body. End the cause of the problem and stomp on my head.
I don't expect you to ever understand because I know I never will. At least we will have those few smiles we shared when I wasn't making you sad. What the fuck is wrong with me?
- Close My Eyes
Hey there winter afternoon. Do you remember me? I remember you.What did you mean that day? (You were the first one to wave at me) You never mean anything. What a shame, even in my dreams you look through me with blank eyes, but that one time our lips touched it was just your evil twin. That was the last time I woke up with a smile. Stop not thinking of me. Stop not caring for me. I'm crying. There's just so much to remember it's too hard to forget. Will I ever hold her hand or will I forever be reaching for yours?
- Close My Eyes To See What We Could Be, Open My Eyes To See What We Are I
The "what if"s are plaguing my head. There's so much history it's hard not to look back. It took me so long to notice how much I expected from you. It's not fair. I'm sorry I putting this all on you. I'm sorry for acting like I was being used. Four years going on forever. Every time it's the same. He just doesn't see you like that. I know how you feel, that's a fact and it's not fair.
- Close My Eyes To See What We Could Be, Open My Eyes To See What We Are II
Hey there winter afternoon. Do you remember me? I remember you.What did you mean that day? (You were the first one to wave at me) You never mean anything. What a shame, even in my dreams you look through me with blank eyes, but that one time our lips touched it was just your evil twin. That was the last time I woke up with a smile. Stop not thinking of me. Stop not caring for me. I'm crying. There's just so much to remember it's too hard to forget. Will I ever hold her hand or will I forever be reaching for yours?
- i love you always forever
those days of warm rains come rushing back to me
miles of windless, summer night
secret moments shared in the heat of the afternoon
out of the stillness soft spoken words, soft spoken words
say begin
say
say begin
- just 2 months
tease me with the idea of being happy. throw me back to where i came. i already found where i want to be, so why do i have to come back here? why do i need to come back here? the distance is killing me. january third was just one prolonged goodbye and i wont ever sleep comfortably again until i find my way back home.
- just obsessive
I wish that it was still just you and I like it used to be, like it still is for me. Now it's you and them, your friends, and that's ok. I just don't need people like that, like I need you. Is it so wrong to feel left behind/alone? In that dream I had you were with them, so happy. I wish I could take that dream back. In that dream I had it was supposed to be us. I thought we were in the same place. She's always worried about how they're doing. She's never concerned how i'm feeling.
- language barrier
i can't keep my eyes off your lips i'm too scared to watch you play i want to tell you how well it sounds and i want to tell you everything, anything. my heart is beating fast i'm staring at the ground i'll see you next month i guess. and these wishes never come true because i'm so god damn lazy and these wishes never come true because i'm so unsure.