AwakeIs this all there is?
There’s nothing to see
A world that asks so much
But leaves me worse than empty
Is hope still alive
In this endless parade?
There must be something pure
LiesEmotion,
Devotion,
Lies
Complete me,
Believe,
But don’t look in my eyes
I can’t deny,
I can’t deny
More Than What I AmHow many times have I sat here,
Waiting with my pen,
Trying to continue?
And the words that won’t come out
Find their way into my head
With the visions I see
When I close my eyes to dream
Picking At The ScabIf I could start this again
One more chance to keep myself from slipping
From the beginning to the end
Would I face the things that I’ve stopped feeling?
Tearing at my mind
Still can’t find release
Fuck this sore inside my head
PuppetAnd you can play the games
And you can speak the words
But when the motion's not enough,
What will you let speak for you?
Don't want to follow
Don't want to be
Another nameless, faceless, dreamer lost at sea
SheAll around
In a place unknown
Many paths, many truths unfold
There she stands reaching out alone
In the dark
She still breathes in light
She’s there blowing kisses to the past
Silent KillerWatch the unfolding
This growing grey inside
Creeping slowly,
Silent killer
Of all the real things that I hide
Such a perfect betrayal,
The one within
Still Right HereLately I ve been thinking,
Throw it all away,
It s the voice I hold onto,
Spilling all my pieces,
Feeling this control,
Bleeding all the things that slipped away
So tired
VictoryClimbing up this ladder that I cannot see,
Blinded by this struggle from reality,
I won’t give up and I won’t delay,
I’ve got to keep on pushing for another way
Cannot look back, back far behind,
Restless, I’m so restless and I still can’t find
The key to all my answers to look them in