- A Wish For Wings That Work
Could I end my life with a knife sharpened of problems
sweet satisfaction of a night sky with horns
a papercut bleeds like a cut vein
could this sky open up and accept this tortured soul
but my wings have yet to work
change means nothing
when nothing wants to change
save your strength for the first disappointment
- Antartica Inside Me
She's a ballerina.
She dances circles around me.
She tells me what I want to hear.
But I'm just never satisfied.
I live with a ballerina.
I live with a ballerina.
Those constant moves.
- Apathy Is a Cold Body
the person staring through
the person staring through the reflective
you've turned and run off with all
to the other side with you
and i know, i know
you try so damn hard to be so happy
so you say, what do i do now that you are me ?
i'll fade with time, just like in the dream
- Botchla
But I adore her
this will never happen
but I adore HER
this will NEVER happen
over my DEAD body
of course I think ABOUT it
burn my path if it does
shape my body as I feel
- Celebrate the Pyre
I've lived my life without direction
Holding on to a gift given long ago
Because of this I'll pay for my mistakes the rest of my life
Dragging my body along the black expanse
I can smell the burning trail left behind
I'm not a failure
- Ghostchant
Sever your relation to those who are dependent on
breathing the obvious in it only turns your lips blue.
Turns your lips blue.
Unfastens inspiration from your throat.
From your throat.
No one around so you slash pretty skin.
You told me they drove you to it.
- Loved Ones
Sit across from you, why are we even here?
There is no way to make up for the 20 years.
I love trying to make conversation when I could careless of what you're
Doing,
What are you doing? And I know you never cared 'till now.
All my days go back to when you would scream.
And it froze me.
Guess the screaming runs in the family.
- Meeting Again For The First Time
Barely able to keep the lids open
At times I might think I need the rest
but who would want to go back there?
It's already hard enough to say I need it.
bad memories and good times.
Keep me from believing that I can still jump off.
No longer, no longer the same.
you grow accustomed to seeing the sun in a different location.
- My Mirror No Longer Reflects
Choke on your forked tongue as you lie to me again
Say it's too early to show how we feel
Just shove me away but what can be said
To someone who can't hear or comprehend your actions
I've lost faith in what I've been told it all a lie
I show true feelings always feeling the pain
Smash me to the ground a thousand times as before
- Naive Monarch
Please everyone get on the ground now
I know you're scared but I always have been
I need this to get away
To finally be free
Horns on your heads
I'm not of this world
But I'm trying to make the best of it
- Nerdy
Why do your eyes paralyze me?
What makes me feel this way?
Carry me away with silence and heartbeats as rapid
Thinking about your embrace
And how it makes me feel
I just want to feel this way forever
Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you
Why have I been given the chance to fly
- Pamplemousse
Look in your hair young love.
I have left you a present you will not find unless you look.
I have left a part of me there.
Don't be surprised when I end up never leaving again.
Because of so many pieces of myself I have hidden on you when we say goodbye.
One day we won't say goodbye.
I know by the trail.
- Pleading Post
What if the best position to be in
was shoved in the smallest crack in the wall
where claustrophobia kicks in
you will no longer breath
I can hear oxygen sing
Is it wrong to use depair
For our own personal gain
- Pleasant Bullet
i've woken up every day
with my eyebrows pointing at my mouth
making all who care for me go through all my worst
times with me
and i give them no choice
all my worst times with me
i need to be unhappy to smile
but i haven't quite got the hang of it yet
- Slice Paper Wrists
When you read this /I will not be the same
I have let my true form show
this is my last/lost in all my guilt
for letting you fall / understand it wasn't me
but I can't dream without showing intentions
as I ask these questions/where were you
now I can't see through your eyes
I remember the day the sun went out
- Soma
Nothing left to say
And all Ive left to do
Is run away
From you
And she led me up, down
With secrets I cant keep
Close your eyes and sleep
- Sounds Like The End Of The World
so you've opened your eyes too late in the day
they wait for you in the room
you know they are having conversations of punishment
last night you lost control
broke all their blood pumping mechanisms
so you stand in front of the polished sand
wondering what will become of you and them
they are scared
- Without You And One Other I Am Nothing
Swallow these pearls.
They surround the lives of the walking.
As they burst in your mouth.
Remember to breathe!
They surround the lives of the walking.
The ocean drowns the infant inside.
If you don't want to see the horses maimed by the waves, lift your arms signal the rocks.
- Zombies Are Good For Your Health
This morning when I awoke from the cushioned coils,
eyes pouring their little hearts. It didn't feel normal waking here
religiously,
thinking the same black thoughts.
As always you weren't lying next to me,
with that smirk on your face right then.
Were you giving me the images constantly flickering.
I'll take the advice passed down.