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Wet dreams about platonic friends
Didn't even know I was attracted to them
To be fair I'm not sure what side I play for anyway
I just know I could watch boys chew bubble gum all day

I grew up ugly, or at least that's what I was told
Weird kid with the nose and lips of a 30 year old
Days spent striking out but building up my confidence

Don't know much about my mothers side
Never felt my grandfathers pride
I wasn't even an idea when he died
I just know that our name means garden'
A fertile land'
Why leave it all behind to be American?
Why don't I speak spanish?
There are so many things

You were my Phoenix
You gave me meaning
Every resplendent wish was my command
But now I see different
I learned love isn't
Teaching permanent lessons with a steady hand
Won't honor your name anymore
I want to be better than you