- abortion ceremony
abortion ceremony
i dont care about you anymore
yr mom seems happy
so i guess yr happy too
going to watch you drink yr tears
bodies shaking incestuously
pictures take to be forgotten
we'll who even seems to care
- bleed
a vacant wrist is a precious thing
cleansed of yr saviours guilt
perversion always finds a way
it will it always will
tying nooses on the christmas tree
christ child hang next to me
crying out for yr mother's warmth
- cump dump
cut off my hands
theyre only pain
im trying not
to mix our blood
its not the same
to mix our blood
its all the same
getting high never coming down
- Klonopin
smoke the tar down in yr lungs
only feel to feel so numb
drown yr child in birthday cake
for he was happy then
tear the skin off of yr face
try and recognize its place
but even if it wasn't there
you still just shouldn't care
- numb
when you leave my eyes grow darks
drowning in empty space
incessant thoughts dont subside
next to ugly angels that should have died
depression comforts me
in my favorite misery
jesus died here with you and me
hallelujah
- Parking Lot Graves
alone again with no friends
what did you expect
from a selfish and narcissistic
suburban white trash christ?
who builds you up
to watch you bleed
away into his false needs
you know he doesn't care
- Pillspillspills
going out my own neighborhood
saying death is my only friend
so ill stare into the electric lights
that gladly blackout the night
and ill waste away
and ill try not to make a sound
ill eat my pills and fall asleep now
- prayers
tears from your broken life
suffocate my desire
you put the words into my mouth
but i can’t even make a sound
i know i’ll let you down
you said that you’d love me
if i would consume your sin
- Promethazine
dip me in promethazine
i don't want to leave
watch me burn so slowly
in heaven im deceived
living in a failed life
looking for a way out
drown me in yr apathy
- purgatory
you've been here a while stripped of happiness
in yr self made purgatory you say
if im right then ill fade into the light
and if i love anything i love nothing
i tried to come clean but you didn't understand
that ive been here too long but i get along
and if i love anything i love you here
inside my self-made purgatory
- samael
calling out to samael
cast from heaven without a hell
find yrself in another day
watch it waste away
into a past life
which you leave behind
i want to watch yr body glow
i want to see yr parents cry
- unforgiven IIII
soulless blue eyes keep me from myself
for when you leave ill still be here
left to wander around the concrete farms
what do you after yr favorite harm
yr cigarettes taste like opiates
and still got nothing to show for it
ill be the ghost that cannot cry
- wearing my dead dog's skin
i want to kill or to be killed
i pet my dog as i slit his throat
i skin him whole and i wear his furs
to school for looks now i feel good
i want to kill or to be killed
my dog licks me as he sinks into my meat
good boy he wears my tattered skin