- Amalgamation
blue burning orange
vespertine, my eyes drown in the evening glow
swallow shooting stars like a sacrament
and burning leaves just like some ancient prayer
from autumns swollen tapestry
a quilt so faded and torn to threads
i struck a match just to light my way
and burned my fingers instead
- Arrowhead
From this desolate peak
I feel the tops of trees pointing back at me
Like a million teeth
Wishing the wind would come and swallow me
I'm cursed to spend this weary life
Throwing ghosts into forever
But they never disappear
They come to life in my sleep shivers
- Despera
i never tasted the dew
that the morning had placed so softly on my heart
i never savored the sweet taste of youth
and now it's wasted away
how every breath is a whispered wish
every moment a dream
when the coastal fog creeps in
we disappear into silhouettes
- Disintegration
i guess that faith was just a seed
that never planted in me
quelling capricorns dreams
close your tired eyes, they're dilated
so pull the dirt from my lungs
and feel the jagged pulse in my skin
as i fall into astral rifts
and feel my body slip in disintegration
- Hallways
I watched you float away past the terrible machines
From a guilty bride and a heavy heart cemented to my sleeve
I feel your ghost looking down at me and it's getting hard to breathe
With you standing on my chest, I guess I'm dying for some sleep
And all the promises we wont keep
Hospital beds, fluorescent white
Your gasping breath, your fading eyes
Begging me, they haunt me every night
- Incantations
I'm painting mountains across timeless passions
I climbed the tops of trees but all I saw in me
Were just cloud mouthed storm fronts clouding crystal visions
c ruined painting disintegrating
I will never be forgiven for the spiderwebs I've woven
When the light goes out is it really the end?
Peel back the scab, let it all breathe in
Temporary spirit energies dance under our skin
- Last Breath
This isn't the end
I can still feel you, I still hear your footsteps
The sound of your silence still screaming inside you
If I could make time stand still
I'd capture this moment, I'd replay your last breath
Again again again again again
Your whisper's in the wind but I can't decipher it
Am I alive or am I dreaming?
- Meteor
This atmosphere hangs so heavy
Pirouetting silhouettes
A thousand thoughts dance in my head
Constellation spiderwebs entangle me
Choking on this rosary
Coughing up prayers like a plague
Longing for just one more fever dream
Longing for just one more fever dream to never wake up
- Nothing Stays
In awe I'm sinking through the floor
A hopeless heart bursting through a paperthin chest
Attaching memories and dreams to the same old songs and sounds
Shaking, disappearing in the flood
Watching an amber sun sink west
Watercolors, brilliance, and everything that is will wash away
Where do we go?
Where is the floor?
- Old Wounds
a sirens whisper echoes through my head
a fleeting feeling slipping through my hands
a ghost-like beauty and splendor
a vespertine sweet surrender
but all it left me was a burning bed
and in the ashes were seeds of regret
so i planted gardens in glass realms
embedded splinters in myself
- Quiet Steps
Taking quiet steps like whispers though parched lips
I see so clearly now from the outside looking in
Taking cautions afraid of being brave
Afraid of being safe in a world full of decay
Goodbye, stay gold
So I'll stay goodbye to golden summers
The tide is high I'm going under
In a moment all I know is swept away
- Skeletons
I feel them caving in
These fragile walls I built from falling stars
From the weight of every wish
That fell on deafened ears and echoed endlessly away
No more desolate peaks
No more wishing that this coastal fog would devour me
I'll wipe the sand from my eyes
And realize you gave me nothing
- Sleeptalker
I never did, I'll never forget
The way the veins burst from your hands
How you were fighting for breath
And holding on when there was nothing left
But bitter nights, sleep shivers
I can hear your voice still screaming
Forever searching for something
I wont let you disappear from my life
- Sleepwalker
Goodbye, stay gold
We said goodbye to golden summers
The tide was high, our dreams went under
Holding on to our last breath we walked away
I am left in the wake of this epiphany
That I must walk alone, that I am all alone
That my heart's a haunted home,
And it's all I've ever known
- Spectral
emotions hide
crystals splinter winter nights
like harsh starlight
watercolor seas
a dream that blooms so endlessly
from a single seed
the autumn strangled
the roots unfold aimlessly
- Stalagmites
our wishes on dead stars
are echoing incessantly
so desperately its haunting me
enduring existence
resonating tirelessly
a tangled mess of circuitry
i admit it; i'm a mess
of unwavering uncertainty
- Teeth And Bones
We're kids without homes
Carrying backpacks full of ghosts
We're drunk driving through our lives
Lives like cities without streetlights
And we're alright
Am I cursed with quivering teeth from the cold trapped in my bones?
With a mouth full of clouds the rain pours in my lungs and I am gone
'Cause there's an ocean inside that pulls at me, its tearing me apart
- Tigerlilly
I'm breathing in this understanding
With tight fists I'm letting go of artifacts
Jaded, misanthropic
With tired eyes I'm giving in to giving up
Painting horizons on this heavy heart
With broken arms I will try to lift you up
Shaking withered hope in ancient bones
I am lost inside kaleidoscope eyes
- Ugly
You were a light
I am not meant to see
And all I have worn
A disguise, I am ugly
What if I had worn something true?
I could believe I would never be seen
We are one and the same
- Ultima
A spell reciting incantations
A spark igniting oil consecrations
A candle burning violently on both of its ends
Flickering wildly like a dying constellation
Its true, I never felt more alone
The room drowned in everlasting dial tone
The spark quelled, that once burned on in infinite
- Vespers
The cold crept in the day you left
This shepard's skin wont catch my breath
This silence screams to hold me in
When the sun sleeps I'm alone again
Because there's nothing left
Maybe I'm a wolf seeking blood in shepard's skin
A lonely heart that breaks when the sky caves in
Make my palms bleed by the cracks in your teeth
- Wildfires
I fell asleep on the forest floor
And when I opened my eyes there were fireflies
I saw your smile in the velvet sky
And it felt like heaven
Sent shivers splintering like a forest chorus
Or a hallelujah roar born from a fever dream
An errant heat that I just cant sweat out