- A Hopeful Lie
Leave me something I can hold onto even if a lie makes me empty handed.
How many lies do I have to tell to see the light?
How many reasons do I have to find to feel all right?
I call your name, I need you but you’re not here.
I wish this painful memory would disappear.
When this cold world surrounds me,
- Beginning of the End
Welcome to this Eden of false hope.
The system will erase all your thoughts.
Left to die from birth, all alone you stand
Against the world outside. It’s time to understand that...
All our life is denied.
Feelings, watch them as they die.
Global violence reigns, killing innocence
In the eyes of the children, making beasts of them.
- Constant Failure
Fail! I bite my lips
Not to cry until it bleed.
Lie, lie to myself to not give in,
To hide from my chagrin…that suffocates me.
Am I put to the test?
Countless tries…without rest.
Blood…blood, sweat and tears are on the walls
- Denial
(New Single 2016)
Sadness twisted up with anger,
In despair I’ve lost my voice.
There won’t be for us a savior,
Life can’t give us one more choice.
Helpless hurts like sharpest razor,
- Low
Here I am, learning to live with loss,
Painting my future without you...
I am cold lying naked on the floor.
Wanna feel the warmth of you embrace once more.
Life has failed. I’m broken like a straw.
Emptied, I sail like a sliver with the flow.
- My Last Extreme
Too many times I saw hope dies,
Too many tears, fears and cries.
When you think life cannot get much worst
It brings you to another hurt.
Tied to the cross of empty hopes I’ve lost my will,
Cast dreams away - they never be fulfilled.
Too tired to live, too tired to catch the dying light
- Ruin
Aching memories chase me everyday.
This stain’s forever, pain won’t go away.
Since you have gone, no matter what I do…
I still can’t get used to losing you.
Have to live my life without you,
Try to resign myself to loss.
Nothing makes any sense.
- Suicide
With every day my hope fades away.
Dreams are oppressed by cruel reality.
I don’t believe in better life.
Depression prevails, I see nothing.
Something inside doesn't give me rest.
It orders me: “Finish your quest!”
Suicidal thoughts are in my mind...
- Tears Of Yesterday
Time doesn’t heal…it only makes us forget…
As black turns to grey, so my sorrow fades away.
It leaves deep scar – carved mark of grief on my heart.
Let it go! Cast of the past and break your shell.
Let it go! Don’t be afraid to say farewell.
- Torn Inside
I scream into a void,
And all I know has gone.
Fulfilled with high hopes
Now I die like a flower in the dirt.
I’ve lost my sense of clarity.
You’re killing me with your tranquility…forever in dead eyes.