BoyishYou made it subtle,
With feigned indifference
Appearing blank but not quite empty.
I raised a glass to our shore town.
You called me boyish,
And left me to think about it.
I'm not your pharmacist,
Or the man who made you sick.
Iavoiding glares across the room
writing letters in pages of books
breathing down the neck of my new best friend
i lost again
like newlyweds
getting high, apologize
measured by my jealousy
IIIsometimes your voice tangles my veins
(i dream of you, and wake with you
i dream of you, i drink, i dream)
i watched the world seep from your eyes
Through Me, With Me and In Me
two different words for the same thing
you're all i think about
IVlike the prophet, i stay blind
i stay passive all the time
turned around too abrupt
and i startled my love
i only want to follow behind you
then i can be all that i want to
then i can be all that i have to
Losing a Whole YearLosing a whole year
Losing a whole year
I remember you and me used to spend
The whole goddamned day in bed
Losing a whole year
Hiding in your room we'd lay like dogs
And the phone would ring like a joke that's left unsaid
Losing a whole year