- I Am Weighing Me Down
The pressures building and nothings fulfilling,
Slow down I can't keep running,
The good word is you get what you deserve,
I know my time is coming,
Hey, Hey, Hey,
I'm the only one left in my life,
I am me and I am mine,
So go ahead say that I'm ill,
- I Refuse
My mask is slowly fading
I'm quietly coming into my own
Time can be can be so draining
Like a cut that won't heal and goes straight to the bone
I refuse to stand by
I refuse to close my eyes
Just because we're breathing doesn't mean we're alive
The beat goes on long after we're gone
- Matrimony
My friends are all trusting a little too much. Giving themselves away to each other. There's a new one every month, featuring a future single mother, with those rings wrapped around your finger. Does it prove you love her?
Now that he said "I do", can you finally please your mother? Tell me Im childish all you want, I just want to love myself, Just want to love myself, Want to love myself, Just want to love myself, Want to love myself, Just want to love myself, Want to love myself.
- Our Apartment Is Always Empty
You let me sleep on your couch and your floor even in your bed window side
You let me have the corner in your closet a place where my boxed up life could
reside
In return I showed you how life was like a painting
One so violent and depressing you just closed your eyes
When you saw me disintegrating
You’d stand by and just watch me vaporize as the world fell in love with me
You fell out or so it seemed
- Self explosive
If I said what this was about
Would you even care?
Would you stare at me defeated?
Or would you say that "all is fair"?
Would you believe me if I told you
this time it's not about you?
I know it's hard to believe
But it's not all about you
- Stones Throw
My face lays firmly pressed
Against the window of some strangers house
Hoping to feel the love that occurs
Between two spouse
The violent screaming and fighting
The children crying
As the light from the television flickers
Keeping it warm and inviting