- A Handful of Nothing
With closed eyes I greet the fallen
Joy denied autums calling
Withering beauty scornful madness
My redemption
A sanctuary from a year of failures
A home for the broken
Time to rest my weary bones
- Cosmical Trasnformation
World keeps spinning round my head
Vague rejections will transcend
Truthful faith for the worlds inside
This fairyland can't be denied
Embrace me in secrecy
This world's for real not a dream
Right in my hands the fairyland
- Deviation
Out of chaos etched insideNew way of thinking state of sublimeRenewal, redemption this life is yours to formRevalue, and question abhor the common normsNew mind, new lifeBreak away from standard thinking step outside the common normsBreak down deconstruct what's on the insideRedesign what you dislikeFall down when you reach the lowest pointYou see the world through different eyesErase your old life redeem your soulCome undone just let it growDon't waste it, consume it, convert realityGive a life a facelift to fit your needsNew mind, new lifeBreak away from standard thinking step outside the common normsBreak down deconstruct what's on the insideRedesign what you dislikeFall down when you reach the lowest pointYou see the world through different eyesThis is the way it feelsNot what it used to beAbhor common normsLife's yours to form
- Evergrey
Forever, we're lost beyond a day
Tomorrow will bring bitternes and fragments of hate
Our sickening lives, will die behind
Silhouettes of evergrey and scars from yesterday
The dreams we keep inside, will surely pass us by
And when truth becomes a lie we all die
The remains of yesterday, will keep us all awake
- Freak Jesus
Shiny like tomorrow but dead as yesterday
Moulded thoughts drowned in human day
Hand of claustrophobia tears my soul apart
Depression seems to be my only friend
- Harvester Of Pain
Beaten, torn by the invisible, the face of all disdain
Jaws of hate around my spine and i die once again
We colour our lives with useless lies and end up in misery
Always hungry we scream for more and stumble on our greed
Harvester of pain
Bring us light again
- Inferno
Burning... A nauseating taste
Pointles... Your life is such a waste
Bouncing and battering the beast in my skin
Aggression has come to grow
Forcing my feelings to step out of me
Relentless to the bone
Vengence dwells inside
- Moonlight
Dim the light of human sight cause I fail to see the meaning
My own thoughts are choking me when I try to breathe
I can't control the wicked things planted inside my head
Trapped inside the black tunnel that used to be my soul
I cannot hide from the sweltering fear etched inside my body
I can't control the subliminal thoughts that grow inside my mind
Day by day I'm drifting further and further away
- Nectars of Eden
I feel the heat from the flames
I'm dying the essence of pain
This bitter life has come to an end
My mind is tired my heart is bleeding
I can feel the taste from the nectars of Eden
Never again shall I face the pain of living
In a world of shame
- Negative Creep
So I'm fucked up inside I'm more dead than alive
Never followed the norm where I've been no one goes
I kill myself for what it's worth mediocrity is sin
I wipe my ass with moral standards I follow what's within
Always held your head high beaten up going down
So you're caged in your soul keep on digging that hole
Scars and wounds are worn with pride strength can not be taught
- Scenario
Relentless – grief is thy name
Innocence and beauty but the song remains the same
Hatred builds pressure, I'm scorned by the flame
All our scars we hide inside
To fit the puzzle we must lie
Leave your innocence behind
Deny
- Skunk Hour
We all try to catch the beauty, in a world that's mouldering
And we dream of tomorrow, anything to ease this pain
Can you deal with the truth, can you deal with life itself
Or will you hide behind, retouch the picture and play the game
I try to see the real me, but there's someone else in here
Open your eyes you coward, now it's time to confront yourself
- Soulcrusher
I wreck your monuments of life I destroy the dreams you buildI twist my arms around your spine 'til your pathetic blood is spilledLife is not forever but you gave me all your trustAs a friend I gave you my own heaven so now your bones must turn to dustI pull the trigger to ease your mindI give you heaven instead of boredomI deliver death sublimeI took your life but I gave you freedomI fill you with deceitful lies and you fall on your own greedMankind reeks stupidity that's why I love to watch you bleedNothing is forever a fact you don't believeLife got its ugly price, your soul belongs to meI pull the trigger to ease your mindI give you heaven instead of boredomI deliver death sublimeI took your life but I gave you freedomWhat god has sown I must reapI ease the pain I set you freeNothing is foreverOnly death is certainAnd remember your lifeblood belongs to me
- When Depression Speaks To Me
Depression is calling
Its face has been shown
Direction nowhere
A world painted black
And when I reach the highest point
It finally crushes me down
All my dreams are now withdrawn
- With Tears in My Eyes
In this mournful sadness, I feel right at home. I hide my face
From your eyes. I try to carry on
My soul is burned and I've been burned for the last time
Never again will I face the pain, I won't open myself again
Sorrow is all that remains, left on the outside again
Sorrow is all that remains, left on the outside again