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every day I look the same,
and the sun is always shining.
I look out, and there is 3D.
I keep looking down and miss my shadow.
every day my hair is fine,
but one dot keeps changing colors.
I know my heritage is noble,
- Amnesia
I can see myself tucked in and fast asleep,
looking all peaceful, but in my dreams I weep.
from far up I'm looking down upon myself,
and I wonder who it is that's lying there.
I feel like in a world all beside myself,
afraid I won't wake up, with no one there to care.
I know someone used to watch me in my sleep,
- Change
and I will never see the truth,
this is not a matter of my youth.
I do not need anybody else,
bonds would put my mind into cells.
and I will never know I was wrong,
never listen to those truly strong.
I do not fear anything that's not me,
- Change. Life always fragile, but I will never change. Love always fleeting, but I will never change.
Я никогда не узнаю истину,
это не цель моей молодости.
Я не нуждаюсь в ком-то еще,
кто засунет в клетку мое сознание.
Я никогда не узнаю, что был не прав
не буду слушать эту жесткую правду.
Меня не пугает ничего, кроме себя.
- Control - Revelations 2012
I cruise along and think I'm fine.
I feel the waves and the sunshine.
I lose myself and feel the tide.
I feel your presence at my side.
I feel no rush and think I am glad.
and yet something still makes me sad.
- Crossroads
I have never seen this coming.
I have never climbed so high.
I have never thought this could
be the crossroads of my life.
I have never seen the choices,
I have never soared the sky.
I have always thought I am
- Doubt - Revelations 2012
I felt it happening so fast,
although at first it took a while.
I was no one to dwell on the past,
but it chased away my smile.
I felt no grave questions to ask,
until they burst into the open.
I did not see the fragile mask,
- Falling
falling, breathing in.
the cold.
I don't know where I am.
I don't know where I came from.
falling, breathing out.
the cold.
- Fear
You float in a million lights,
but the one you seek is not there.
you fight in a million fights,
but it's yourself you cannot bear.
you think you are a leader,
but you turn everyone away.
you think you are a preacher,
- Forever Gone
Dialing
It's me
Listen something is wrong
The trace it went dead two hours ago
I don't know
Everything was in place until then
One second it was there
- I Love 64
I Love 64
when I saw you for the very first time,
I thought you are just so advanced.
the colors in your eyes reflected the rainbow,
I couldn't pull my gaze away from you.
I was sure you would never look my way,
- Identity
there was this empty shell,
and I called it my life.
sometimes it felt like hell,
but it was easy to survive.
time was like a drain,
that didn't flush me down.
there was no room for pain,
- Into The Night
there was nothing left to feel,
when I fell into the night.
I thought that I would never heal,
but that night I was reborn.
"I need a drink ...
as long as it's strong enough... ...
my name? ... I don't know ... my name."
- Lost Alone
You're walking my streets,
I don't know who you are.
You don't care for my trees,
I only see you from afar.
You can't see where you go,
I can't find you the way.
You seem you do not know,
- Loyalty
watching the sky, up through the rain.
tonight. tonight.
falling back down, into the pain.
inside. inside.
no I won't stay here.
no I won't stay here, stay here with you.
you took me to heaven.
- Machine Run
I step out, hit the street.
take in air, feel the need.
yield to it. yield to it.
I want to yield control,
I am not holding back.
I will not stay on track.
- Not Afraid - Revelations 2012
it's in their faces every day,
trapped in their world of eternal gray.
their heads in sync,
swaying back and forth,
looking for something they cannot see.
they walk in circles every day,
with faces all empty,
- Out Of Time
searing light.
deafening sound.
disorientation.
time. time stands still.
no one knows his destination,
forever paying for his crime.
- Redefined
I look back, so much time.
what once was, now it's gone.
now it's fine, now it's fine.
I had to leave myself,
to find out who I am,
and to build a new self.
- Reflections
September 7, 11:19pm
we haven't made any progress since he disappeared eight months ago.
there's no trace at all, he's switched over completely.
we are looking for her now. she knows how to get there.
October 19, 7:23pm
finally some headway. we know where to find her Friday night.
White does not know the informant's identity, but he believes
- Remember - Revelations 2012
how could you let it come to this?
you gave me all that I will always miss.
how could you let it end like this?
now all I do is sit around and reminisce.
my life was full of things that were not really there.
crammed full of stuff to hide its emptiness.
then it all came down like this house of cards.
- Shake-Up
the agency is defective.
the agency is evil.
you cannot trust it anymore.
they destroyed my world.
they destroyed my life.
they destroyed all my aspirations.
- Stalkers
We are the stalkers.
we are your shadow.
it's me.
I really hope you will be able to hear this,
and I hope it won't take too long.
I feel completely lost, and I know there is
something really strange going on.
- Sun And Storm
Sun and Storm
so I'm still plodding on,
on a path I cannot see.
so I left it all behind,
for a future where I'm free.
all my dreams had turned to dust,
- Tape Evidence
my sleeping had become restless.
I was now dreaming all the time.
dark sounds and images were haunting me, unsettling me.
there were many things from my past.
most of what I saw and heard I didn't understand.
but they were not only dreams, they were somehow more real...
I felt followed.
- Transition - Revelations 2012
after weeks of searching,
I had arrived
where my journey had begun.
I knew that behind those doors
had been all the answers.
but now they were shut tight,
and the place deserted.
- Unforgiving World
there was this tiny seed,
taking root in my brain.
a thought, an idea.
a life without pain.
I refused to listen.
I refused to die.
I did not believe.
- Unknown - Revelations 2012
I could only tell you what it's like to be there,
and yet you will never know how it can be felt.
I would only try to explain what cannot be said.
describe the unknown,
the unknown.
I could only try to show you how it might be,
- What Used to Be
Your dark eyes are staring wide,
but they are unable to see.
there used to be light inside,
now all lost in reverie.
there used to be something else,
but you already forgot.
you used to buy all that sells,
- Whatever Mattered
living in the past
has never worked for me.
forgetting the past,
my presence feels so free.
searching in my past,
dying to find solace.