- jerome
he wasn't really like the other boys but he never really gave a shit, the sun will rise and the sun will set and we're all doomed to the same pit.
plant trees, smoke trees, love yourself, help me.
hey you guys, pick on someone your own size. i don't like to be surprised, i don't wanna shoot a gun, i don't wanna have a son, i don't wanna have any fun.
plant trees, smoke trees, love yourself, help me.
i can't wait to avoid making eye contact with all of my friends on my way to class.
- judith
my hate fuels what i create
i've learned nothing from you, i owe you no credit
you think you're helping? are you joking?
you've wrecked my sanity and you'll regret it
look what you've done
look what i've become
my body's been wronged
- rain
i only need my blood to keep me alive
i don't need your eyes fixed on my body to prove that i am worthy of being
we would have to switch bodies for you to see what i am seeing
everyday i have to prove myself to a force that doesn't even know himself
always running never talking only screaming sad lap drumming secret dreaming shameful touching visceral desire receiving nothing body mining poison drinking phallus growing backwards thinking
hey, do you know who i am?
- snow
you're keeping from me what i deserve to know
i'm left to dissolve like what's left of the snow
but i can taste it on your tongue
it tastes young and dumb
you're nowhere in sight so i'm left to carry the blame
frost collects on the windowpane
as gemini moves along my sagittal plane
- snow ii
subtle glances are all i should recall but merciless grips are burned into my brain. how do you get to be so cruel but i'm the one who feels insane? why do we recognize evil but let it go about its way?
its the last thing i want but the first thing i take.
you make me so sick i can't stand my own face.