- A.N.X.I.E.T.Y.
A.N.X.I.E.T.Y
I’m so sick of losing my mind
A.N.X.I.E.T.Y
I’m so sick of letting this control my life
When I look into the mirror I see the ghost of me
Hollow, empty, desperate to feel anything
Pulling at the surface, tripping over my words
- Blood On My Hands
We went through hell together,
and came back with our feet blistered and calloused.
I have forgiven you.
You tried so hard.
You tried too hard,
to make my life a fairy tale,
until we stopped pretending.
What will it take to put this to an end?
- Damaged
Silence in solitude...What have I made of myself? What have I become? I am ashamed, behind it all I am desperate. I am afraid, in every step that I might take. I have finally seen this beast step into the light. I am fully disgusted at the very sight. This is not who I am. I am so much greater.
This is not who I am. I am so much more. I am just a broken down man. Hoping to fix what I have ruined, the people I love, and the love I've killed. i see this bridge in the distance. That very first step might very well the hardest thing in my life. I have to live like this every single day. I have to see the same face. i have to hear the same name. I have yet to come to terms. I am damaged. I have to live like this. Broken, desperate, behind it all I have yet to come to terms. I am just a broken down man. Hoping to fix what I have ruined, the people I love, and the love I've killed. I am better than this...I am better than this.
- Dead Man
When you're stuck right under the thumb of the devil it's hard to make the choice to live or die, or just stay stuck right between where the sunset and where the whiskey collides. A place where the only clothes on your back smell of sewer heat and sweat and your cold dry face is caked in dirt and grease. It's getting colder outside and you start to believe it might never change the cold city streets, these cold city night, this col city heart. We're a generation of young men and women struggling to get the best we can, trying to outlive the failures of the past. Dying to make a change that you can truly see, living for the moment when feeling right doesn't seem so impossible but the harder you push it only hurts worse when you fall again. Just let it be known that whe the sky turns grey you tried your best. Just never tried hard enough to believe it. Most of the time there's nothing we can do to change the ways our days have tangled themselves in the fence and vines that we hide behind. We stress and frustrate the sunlight away, by the time night fals we lay awake and ache, for, tomorrow destiny might show its face. For the first time in my life.
Although we have lost ourselves along the way, the stars above the sea will guide us home...
It's like being born the only one with eyes, the rest of the world is blind and then you realize you have nothing to hide. It's like having wings preparing to fly out of this shit that we call our lives but then you realize you're afraid of heights.
Dead man live again...
- Echoes
Take a look outside
Is this what we perceived?
Was it worth the price of losing our identity?
Greed took our souls
And all that we love
We all make mistakes
But this cost us everything
- Ghost Town
These scars that are on my chest
Show that the pain never left
And the screws came loose
That we're holding me together
I’m stuck in this burning house with no way out
All these thoughts running through my head
Make me think i'm right where i
- Holy
You thought I was holy
And when you would would breathe I filled your lungs
You tried to console me
Even when I held that smoking gun
Thought that you were crazy when you would say
That I was the only one
Thought that you were crazy when you would show
- Omen
Anger
Sadness
Laughter
Madness
We are one step away from total decay
Slipping
- Surrounded
I'm crying out (the ignorance starts to flow)
I'm feeling down (hatred spews from their mouths)
I'm losing ground (as they start to push and shove)
This can't be home anymore
I feel so lost (confused by their anger)
I feel out of place (surrounded by hate)
I will never turn (on the ones I love)
- The Greatest Height
Our hearts are stronger than lions.
Our hearts are greater than oceans.
We could all die today, and nothing would change.
Let's make a difference.
Today is the day.
Along with our fears,
I strive to overcome.
We are no longer the rats we used to be.
- The Human Condition
No faith, no faith, I lost it all in a bet I made with the devil himself,
God was the dealer. That's what you get when you gamble with hell.
I'm all in.
When he's not out drinking the night away or under the sheets with another dame,
Keeping him warm and safe he's praying to god that tomorrow might bring a prettier world without his face,
Without his name.
- True Colors
You’re still the same
You poisonous snake
Spitting venom every time you speak
Like a dark cloud hanging overhead
All your lies resurface again
You’ll never change
Forever in vain