- Foundation
This is my FO-UN-DA-TI-ON. This is my foundation. Listen, all my friends, yes, I do miss them. I want them to understand, I'm down when I diss them. These open shores lead to nothing glorious. These closed hands lead to something more than a fist, and I realize that you can never break me. Death only wishes that it can fucking take me, and I see you just sinking away. I'm X'd up but I see you drinking to an early grave. I speak my mind, and my mind's telling me that I don't care, I don't care. Nobody gives a fuck about you in this cold world full of hate. I guess I'll meet you at the black gates, cause I'm already in Hell in this place we call Earth. Not many can tell but I've been fucked up since birth. Your curses verses my premises. My mind comes equip with what it's worth so remember this. All against my nemesis, so let the crooks be crooks. Let the kids be edge, and let it lead them straight to books. To elevate your mind-state, heavy lies the crown. A strong mind holds no dead weight. I'll learn, one day, to stand life's ground. Every morning, mind on my grind. Who gives a fuck about this world, when they know the world's mine. In this second gift, I'm always down to ride. So innocent yet so negative inside (2x). My words will stain you like the permanent ink in your epidermis, but you somehow scarred this. I thought of the partnership you may have fought for but you're heartless. All I need is one word to start this. In these days such trivializations of the notion reflects false certainties of dogmatic minds, an ignorance of the assumptions that underlie the commonly accepted view of who was left behind. Deliver me from the sadness at my own suffering which self-love might give, but offer the madness, which I've conquered, to you is something you can't even dream to fucking live. I step up to the plate. Blurry visions from the lenses full of hate. Now you get it and did you get the memo? Your flat-bill never fitted. You couldn't keep up, and I'm fucking done. Every morning, mind on my grind. Who gives a fuck about this world, when they know the world's mine. In this second gift, I'm always down to ride. So innocent yet so negative inside (2x). My tolerance has faded. The kisses from the misses never made it. My bridges burnt from Satan. My wishes died on fate's plan. If I could get only one wish. I'd wish I gave a damn. Life is the vast silence between Alpha and Omega. You got to take life, don't let it take you. I miss my family. I miss having a life. I miss being within' reach, every day. Nine to five. Everything I say comes from heart. I'm here to stay but somehow torn apart. So listen closely, it's everything I'm missing mostly. My friends say "Oh my god, homie! You got a life? then show me!" There's more to this fucking city than always being lonely (but I already forgot how I used to feel about you.) Every morning, mind on my grind. Who gives a fuck about this world, when they know the world's mine. In this second gift, I'm always down to ride. So innocent yet so negative inside (2x)
- foundation II
Foundation
This is my FO-UN-DA-TI-ON. This is my foundation. Listen, all my friends, yes, I do miss them. I want them to understand, I'm down when I diss them. These open shores lead to nothing glorious. These closed hands lead to something more than a fist, and I realize that you can never break me. Death only wishes that it can fucking take me, and I see you just sinking away. I'm X'd up but I see you drinking to an early grave. I speak my mind, and my mind's telling me that I don't care, I don't care. Nobody gives a fuck about you in this cold world full of hate. I guess I'll meet you at the black gates, cause I'm already in Hell in this place we call Earth. Not many can tell but I've been fucked up since birth. Your curses verses my premises. My mind comes equip with what it's worth so remember this. All against my nemesis, so let the crooks be crooks. Let the kids be edge, and let it lead them straight to books. To elevate your mind-state, heavy lies the crown. A strong mind holds no dead weight. I'll learn, one day, to stand life's ground. Every morning, mind on my grind. Who gives a fuck about this world, when they know the world's mine. In this second gift, I'm always down to ride. So innocent yet so negative inside (2x). My words will stain you like the permanent ink in your epidermis, but you somehow scarred this. I thought of the partnership you may have fought for but you're heartless. All I need is one word to start this. In these days such trivializations of the notion reflects false certainties of dogmatic minds, an ignorance of the assumptions that underlie the commonly accepted view of who was left behind. Deliver me from the sadness at my own suffering which self-love might give, but offer the madness, which I've conquered, to you is something you can't even dream to fucking live. I step up to the plate. Blurry visions from the lenses full of hate. Now you get it and did you get the memo? Your flat-bill never fitted. You couldn't keep up, and I'm fucking done. Every morning, mind on my grind. Who gives a fuck about this world, when they know the world's mine. In this second gift, I'm always down to ride. So innocent yet so negative inside (2x). My tolerance has faded. The kisses from the misses never made it. My bridges burnt from Satan. My wishes died on fate's plan. If I could get only one wish. I'd wish I gave a damn. Life is the vast silence between Alpha and Omega. You got to take life, don't let it take you. I miss my family. I miss having a life. I miss being within' reach, every day. Nine to five. Everything I say comes from heart. I'm here to stay but somehow torn apart. So listen closely, it's everything I'm missing mostly. My friends say "Oh my god, homie! You got a life? then show me!" There's more to this fucking city than always being lonely (but I already forgot how I used to feel about you.) Every morning, mind on my grind. Who gives a fuck about this world, when they know the world's mine. In this second gift, I'm always down to ride. So innocent yet so negative inside
- Hello From Nowhere
I got a sega game gear bag with a laptop in it. Not a macbook. I'm a broke bastard and I can't afford shit. I am straight edge and don't need no comment or statement but it's okay, sippin on some gatorade, hoping not to fade today, hope to see the pain away because hope is the only way. Wuddup open souls, wuddup broken home, wuddup broken bones, wuddup life? I'm glad I found you before I died. One question really, where have you been all this time? I haven't spoken to anybody except my girl. When I'm stress, you're stress so sorry for this stressful world. I am weak. I miss everything but I won't let my memories kill me. Ever so uplifting in another episode, in another phase, trying to face reality so cheers to an end. You people like me, get at me. Take action, live, love, breathe, make do and mend. Live like it's another year. This is my gift to you. Hello from nowhere x2 Hello from nowhere. I don't know where I'm going, I don't even know where I am. Just know that I'ma keep on flowin, I don't even give a damn. I'ma stay me and I'ma stay golden and I'ma stay on the streets. Sad to say, but this is not the only day I couldn't find a place to sleep. Strange how this change so I can find the real me. Beyond my watch that says 7:23. You can catch me tip toeing around the ville. With my braves cap on, tryna find a place to chill. With my backpack and my clear bag full of gear. With "Something In The Way" from Nirvana in my ears. I have suffered countless treasures and wonders this past going week. Why I am still the despicable nobody I never wanted to claim to be? Cheers to an end. You people like me, get at me. Take action, live, love, breathe, make do and mend. Live like it's another year. This is my gift to you, hello from nowhere x2 I feel ripped open in a ghastly fashion. I earned a place in infamy. My inner circle is entrusted so much as the length of a smallest centipede. Diametrically opposed, I suppose with this hatred, I am clothed. With this pledge, I am strong with this unbroken oath. Disintegration is this total situation with this life. I'm X'd up and ready to die. When I picked up a newspaper, all that read was shootings and killings then came across a verse said it's okay to eat fish cause they don't even got no feelings and a temporary lapse can be lost. When the depth of my knowledge is the cost when im left in the dark.
My mouth is utterly unable to say what you are like cuz there's no end in sight. Cheers to an end. You people like me, get at me. Take action, live, love, breathe, make do and mend. Live like it's another year. This is my gift to you, hello from nowhere x2
- last atonement ft. jamar brown
I want to go back to the better days and experience what's coming my way and I don't mind, everyday, taking my time to sit and pray. And if you must, please, take me where I lay. It's a long day, that I want to just throw away. It's a long week, and I don't get enough sleep. It's a long year, and the past is not what I fear and I know that I don't belong here. But it's okay cause I got no one to blame and I hate to say, please stay. When I know that I'll be alone the next day. I guess I'm always known for always relying on fate. I won't forget to hold my breath when I rise to the top. Always in the deep end, the struggle never stops. There are two estimates of death. It's in: the palm of your hands/center of your chest. Just another day (2x) in the deep end. Forfeit to life used to be my plan b. My last resort when everything was too much for me. When conflicts, troubles, and issues just made my life all bland. Crush it up, finish dead, by my own hand. But that was then, this is now, living for today. Life's hard sometimes, but death won't throw that pain away. Through the struggles and troubles, just hold on to your faith. Live for the day, hold it down, walk straight. Life is living, no one said it's easy. Don't stop. There's better days, please believe me. Uphill struggle, easy road. It's up to you! Yo! No one else knows. Listen, everyone gets in a bind. Things get better, go slow, take your time. It's your life on the line. So just remember, don't give up.
- Last Night of Past Life
You've been searching, searching..
For anything that comes your way.
You're searching for love, but it found you.
and you will pay.
Against this desolation,
against the world of isolation.
When you know it's a long road,
- Population Me
Hey gorgeous
How ya doin?
You speak in love?
My heart is fluent
I'm down for shootin',
a couple of arrows through your heart
Though, I'm no cupid
My bow, it fell apart
- Self-Everything
I got self-motivation from self-actualization,
because my self-destruction led to self-gratification.
I'm self-loved when you think I'm self-loathing,
because my self-esteem brings self-respect
on a balance beam of self-coping.
You might think I'm self-centered but I'm actually self-conscious of my soul.
- Sincerely Yours
You can paint a picture of what I've done
It's always time for change and to look at my outcomes,
and when I notice I don't got nothing to go back to
For everyone who put me down. Fuck you
And when I notice when I am hopeless,
the diabolic detects dialects darker without focus.
Now hold it. I seem to always cast matters aside.
My father was greeted by Jesus, but between us, I wish for wings to fly
- Stay Golden
(Chorus) We're drug free, always. Until the day we're dead. Stayin' golden XXX and always reppin' the edge. Made a pledge. Scribbled our names upon the dot. Chose to live free why half the world's not (2x) Reminiscin' on my past, used to be down and cry a lot. No dramatization to these altercations of hated dialogue. No, I'm being literal, times where arguments turned physical. Wanted to shine, so I kept my head on rhymes and being lyrical. You know these days it's typical to see the ignorant ignorance. It's absurd how they have an urge to get wasted and start fidgetin', but listen in. I got a different story to tell. When life won't let you grab it, because your bad habits have turned everything to Hell, don't come cryin' to me. I'll keep walkin' and steady mobbin', no suspects. You're the one that's guilty for causin' your weepin' and sobbin'. Goin' full force with no plans of stopping' a thief, and the world's attention is what I'm coppin'. Steadily hoppin' to different subjects, with a full stomach. Meant to grab the mic to hug it, accidentally ate it and still loved it. For the one's that's shoved us, pushed and always tried to break us down. Kill your dreams with nicotine, how many days you takin' off now? We're drug free, always. Until the day we're dead. Stayin' golden XXX and always reppin' the edge. Made a pledge. Scribbled our names upon the dot. Chose to live free why half the world's not (2x) Yes, straight fuckin' edge so watch your fuckin' mouth. Before you cross the line and my X's cross you out. You'll be marched face to face. Turn the page with control. With my soul. With a X and your motherfuckin' grave. This is a restless generation, slowly but surely, turning more irate. This is my promise to myself and no one else. Straight hate. There's no vision when people perish and that's how I see it. Strength and tenderness are needed for us or you can fucking leave it. Overloading on capacity. Always asking me. What it has to be and taking my final breath, when I couldn't breathe, and making my warm heart freeze. I'm still asking myself why am I so weak. In life, pleasure is a gift that doesn't depend on sacrifice. That's why we always end up thinking twice. So remorseful and vulnerable to drink. The three X's to your face will show you how much that I really think. We're drug free, always. Until the day we're dead. Stayin' golden XXX and always reppin' the edge. Made a pledge. Scribbled our names upon the dot. Chose to live free why half the world's not (2x)