- Chronicles
I grew older and so many beautiful faces stayed invisible.
I became conscious when your crimson hands lost hide and seek.
Your crimes made me cry. Your crimes let them die.
There will never be a blooming flower on their graves.
Rather a withering one.
Where is your empathy?
- Crystals And Glass
Crystals And Glass
I loved you when you were dressed up as a funfair. Blurred photographs
captured my shining eyes. Everything was so blithe and you teached me
how to laugh. Thanks for letting me jump off the window ledge into the
lily-white bedding. Once I lay on my back buried in the warm and
lovely shaped snowscape. I was counting birds whereby the black one's
told me about one of the feathers in your hair and it took my breath
away. Don't you hear the desperate voices whispering that they would
- Dream
Mother nature moved out a long time ago. She was not able to breath anymore when the grey tide came and flood her lungs. The only river carving through the concrete is made of steel (and) it‘s not that spirit-soothing as it should be. (I‘m sure that) she would have provided us a perfect tree and we‘d live along with all the other earthlings in a big treehouse close to the sea. Oh what a DREAM. I am trying to recall the singing of the nightingale but its way to loud. The noise devours every single verse and I’m slowly sinking down to the ground. I am drifting from one stream into another just as a tiny drop getting caught up in a massive maelstrom. I am lost but no one minds. No one cares. They‘re all just too fascinated by the glaring mobile lights. No, this is not where I belong – it‘s not a place to fall in love. I‘m struggling to reach the surface again. I receive a helping hand. My saving grace! …And in the next moment he‘s vanished without a trace. The neon lights will never ever shine as bright as the twinkling stars. The Milky Way leads me into the green. Two oaks are the last witnesses of former times. The wildlife has long gone. I need a rest. The bench held by their roots will be my roofless home for tonight. A person tries to find a resting place in my neighborhood. It‘s the man who saved me from the deep. At the moment he‘s not the superhero he used to be. He‘s wandering aimlessly. All hope has gone. The flowers are slowly fading. Leave me be. You should better leave me be. No! Please join my journey. Come with me. Boy, its not that simple to get away. Run and try to make the best of every day.
- Dreary Fall
Please tell me. „Why do we love the people the most who turn away from you?“ You introduced her to me and we learned swimming in dead waters after a sweet little kiss. Once in a blue moon we got weak. I thought I found shelter until you'll scatter my ashes at sea. But I did not. No i did not and I got as weak as a thin branch between the claws of a raven. We dreamed of walking through the winterwonderland. But we never reached it. Now I want to tie down 22 stones to my feet. They should drag me under. They should take my breath away. Shouldn't they? We kneeled down and our hands disappeared in a pile of leaves. There fell a deep silence until hundreds of autumn's childs hovered through the air. Tears welled up in my eyes as i saw the last leaf dancing in a gentle breeze until it kissed winter's feet. I dreamed on till the sparkling snow crystals on her lips turned into letters forming words which brought me to isolation
- Farewell
FAREWELL! I AM LONGING FOR HOME.
the highway
endless road
i've been waiting for it so long
it was like serving a sentence
even if it took me just a day
i am one of five kids traveling far from home and it saves me from ruin
- Gold Dust
My thoughts are hiking through the greatest valley. My thoughts are
climbing the highest mountain. My thoughts are running through the
darkest forest. My thoughts are diving in the deepest sea. They are
within my reach but they will stay unreachable. Memories are "just
like the ocean, always in love with the moon.“ First dead calm then
the tide. I want to embrace them as they are kissing me so dearly. I
need to bury them as they are choking me so hard. A beautiful amber is
like gold dust shining bright. It brings back love it brings back
- My Burial
"I am on the road where I've been told“. I pedal. Faster.
I am on the road where hearts turned cold. I pedal. Faster.
My hair plays with the
wind
and I am reminded of those frosty days when the kids were romping through the snow.
I want to leave this town where I am counting the
city lights just to survive that perfect storm.
I need to leave.
- Prologue
PROLOGUE
„Love me, like no one has ever hurt you before“. Hate me, like i am acid rain. Hold me, like a mother holds her child. Save me, like a sailor saves his boat. „Love me. Hate me. Hold me. Save Me“
DEAR LIV IVY,
i can feel you. Even if an unsound wooden bridge disconnects us since 22 years. I know everything is uncertain as 2 different feathers adorn your hair. One of it so tender and silken. Transparent like the crystalline wing of the sparrow i saw today. The other one as black as pitch. Windswept and soaked with rain. I know, everything is uncertain. My heart met my thoughts (and) my thoughts followed my veins. My veins guided my inner rivers to my hands and my hands opened a pen to drown the paper in ink. Those lines should be vehicles transporting my hurt, thoughts and feelings but i guess they are as featureless as a bottle message eaten by a RIP-curl. Anyways. I will try, i will try, i will try, I will try to reach you.
- The Hospital Of Panzi
10 years|but it's not over
they will come at night
time and again
please receive my voice
it's not over
we can't count the black hearts
listen to that story
please receive our voice