- Clear The Air
I wanted to tell you, I wanted to share,
Some important details that you're unaware
I want you to listen, I want you to care,
I'll choke to death if I don't clear the air
It's not a secret that I obsess,
And then I get angry, and then I get stressed
And you can't imagine, you can't compare,
You have no frame of reference and then you get scared
- Drive
I've been watching myself, turning from bad to worse
I've been locked up in the basement putting bad habits first
I won't answer my phone cus I wanna be left alone
Just shed all the skin that makes me well and choke
I'm not alive
I'm just as good as dead
I can't find a reason why I should even get outta bed
- Horse Pills And The Apartment Lobby
Well I took some pills and woke up somewhere near your apartment, yeah
I said, I took some pills and woke up somewhere near your apartment, yeah
And I don't know how I wound up at your apartment
I said, i can't remember how I wound up at your apartment, yeah.
I didn't mean to break the glass outside your apartment.
I was aiming for your boyfriend, baby, yeah, he was my target, yeah.
- Keep Falling Down
I keep falling down
Because I never listen
I never listen
I keep falling down
Because I never listen
I never listen
- My Episodes
I don't wanna be alone, and i don't wanna be high
But thats the way i've been living life
I don't know what i want, or what i'm running from
Should have filled up last stop, now my light is on
I don't wanna be home, and i don't want the road
Don't want to tell any one about my episodes
What would i wouldn't do for just one glimpse of you
- nightlife
I left it to chance; I never should’ve let this get so far out of hand.
But I’ll do anything to not be alone ’cause when I’m alone you know I’ll…
I can easily fall back into old habits that I thought I’d left behind
And they rip me apart and I realize…
Don’t be alarmed, I have to lie
Take everything and keep it inside.
I know I’m sick and I’m not right. I’m so fucking tired of living this life,
- shirts
I don't feel like me
Whatever that's suppose to be
I’ve crossed lines I never thought I cross
My only retreat is falling asleep
While I lay awake every night of the week
And think about how much worse it's become
I don't feel like me
- Stolen Away
Steadily sinking while wading my way through,
The current that always carries me out of view
I'm always unable to say what I need to
The road that brought us together takes me away from you
There is no future just struggling to stay afloat
No plans for children, no plans for growing old
Everything I have laid out is all true
- Take Me Out
Always barely scraping by
No matter how hard I try
There's no more to sacrifice
There's no way I can provide
No where to turn,
No where to run,
No where to hide
- zzyzx
For reasons, for reasons, for reasons,
You can't understand, no [x4]
I gotta get away, if I'm ever gonna find a cure
I gotta separate myself from the rest of the world
I gotta be alone right now
Thank you for all that you've done,